Sad... hurt. :'(

I should have know that I should not talk to you or I should not have talk about that. Now, I have the same feeling as you have for her. you don't know me. You don't know my friends, you don't know my things. ya ya.... I know I don't know. So, what's you mouth for? To talk, isn't it? Friends for sharing your sad things or others. So, you don't even want to tell me the exactly-whole thing means that i am not your friends? You never really take me as your friends? Okay.. I know now. I should not ask anything is what you want. I know you don't actually to tell me.

Do you actually know how fragile my one's heart is? Why do you say all that? It means you don't want to talk about it anymore. It will turn up well if you don't say all that. Maybe you don't want it to turn up well...

You was saying that you, tomorrow morning will be so sien.... and you don't like it. Actually, i think of calling you out on the morning but after you say all that, I don't think I dare to. however, I would be so happy if we can come out though. HAiz... can I still have it on tomorrow? By the way, tomorrow evening, I cannot go because I have to go for a guitar concert. So, ya. But, coming out is bored because he would not want to talk :( haiz.. zz...
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Flash over...

Suddenly those words flash over my mind again...
I hope that was a true one. True real one.
those words, I know that you don't mean it when u type it.
I really love it when I saw it that day... :)
Now, I really have to admit it.
Then, why did he type it? Arsh!!! Hate it!
Btw, when I look back my previous post, I find out that I already made about one to two post about this! haha...
Maybe is because I hope that it is true...n think about it oftenly? :)
however, I know is not! He type for fun (i guess) Geee....
Can u repeat again? *asking*
haha... funny... zzz
he is not on u.
YAya...
I should forget it .. i mean a totally ones.
For now, I don't know whether I need a brain wash thing or not.
1. I like it. I don't mind to just take it as memory.
2. I hate it. I dislike for it is very fake.

Haha.. I m always undecided as usual! so, ya... haiz...
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The time.

NOw, i realize that the time recoreded in the blog is totally wrong.
Ok, fine! MAybe follow their country? So, which country? I wrote my every post early in the morning? crazy... :)
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badminton

Arsh.. cant go.
I want to go more than everyone does. I bet?
WHy???? Why??? Why?!
Lst, I cannot go though.
So long din't play already. :(
I think by now, my badminton skills must have become bad or even more worse!
haiz... :(
Wonder how are they doing there? I bet they can have fun though without me.
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Should go earlier?

Attracted bit by the television, I sat there and watched and so I was a bit late to there. So, when I was ready, the rain falls. Then, I regretted for not going out just a little bit earlier. It is because I cant go out when it was raining but I can when it haven't started to rain. raining cant play, right? Never mind. Is okay to just stay there. :) BTW, I still went to look around for a while. I just have a quick glimpse at the sight of the small house at there. Then, I walked back. As I din't see him online. I thought he was there. Knowing that it would be quite funny if I go there now: starting to rain, I came back. Soon, the storm seemed to be reaching its climax as another sheets of rain broke from clouds. Water poured off all sides of my house like waterfalls. Lightning flashed again, closer this time and thunder crashed like cannon. To double confirm that whether he went or not, I on my messenger. Looking at the away sign, I was sad, thinking that he was there and I was not. "He was there," I said in low voice, "and I was here?" W were just one-meter away. (I think so) Sad.. sad.. sad... Miss of one day to see him.

Until today, which is Friday, I had the chance to ask him. I get to know that he din't go! Oh, haha :) I see... that day's sadness was soon replaced by the no-more-sad feeling. As so, as a normal thing to do, I asked why is it away? He replied that he had his reason for that. okay... You will also do the same thing-- asking if you have the chance. SO, nothing to be sad or down or whatever bad already. :)
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I want to see him. I dun wan to see him.

saw him yesterday...

When I start to talk and goes even more that time, I will start again. The feeling will overwhelm me :( So, ya. That is why I don't wish to see him. But how? Sometimes, can't do it!

Anyways, I still wish to see him. Maybe just miss him as friends since don't see him often. Sometimes, just can't stand should be seeing him but the weather went bad and the rain went pouring down like cat and dog. Haiz...

Funny ya? HE -her, her- him and me - him? By the way, world is just like that. He is writing to her, she is writing of him and I am writing to? zzz... haha... blablabla

yaya, Now, I am seriously better that ever. So, don't ever worry about that. :)

So, now, just .... at the original time and thats it. HA ha.. I am weird. Totally for this post wanting for both things. I know it can't be. Actually, I know what I want but just making myself to do that.
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Two.. two.. twince?

If you are too bored, only read. Or not it is really a waste of time! haha... cuz it is all crap~! :)

I know that I have lots if things that are double. Wee~ :)
I have two leaving comment column because last time I did one blog and I posted one post accidentally that I don't want people to know. Then, I made another blog and I thought that I cannot find back that particular leaving comment one, so I create another one but at last, I found back. So, ya. I just put it. HAha:)

The mix pod, I made one and I was a bit bored with some songs. SO, I keep edit it. LA st, I thought of just keeping it and made another one! haha... Now, I posted two so I can choose and hear. :) The main reason is I don't want to pput too many songs into one mix pod.
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Din't post

Last time, I was scare to write anything about that because lots of people see my blog but now I think is okay as now they do not really look at my blog! Last time, I din't post or even write anything related about that or if really I write, I will write till very blur and they don't understand what am I writing. hihi. Just once, I typed and din't post it as it was too obvious! Now, I am free to type anything as not much people even look at this! haha.. quite good! My sis.. sometimes, also call her don't read! haha
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quietness....

When we was out in the morning, we chatted. As I cannot the quietness between anyone and so I will just try to keep talking, finding any topic to talk about. Sometimes, i am just a bit tired to talking to him :) because he just answer me in a simple answer and stop. HE would not really like to continue. Differences between us which I dislike the weird situation: quietness and he like! haha. Normally, he would like to be quite. Now, only I know that he like to just keep quite and sat together and (think about things) (i think so).
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