lots n lots of time...

there was lots and lots of time that I was calling you ... (in my heart) but at last, I still ended up calling your name... :( lol. nothing special in this post. :)
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我到底...

虽然, 生气你; 可是, 还是很想你. 我就是不可能会生气你很久就算我尝试过, 但最总还是做不到. 有时还真的搞不懂我自己.
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Jog-a ton

This year's jog-a ton was a terrible one. Maybe it is just for me not for you. After the exercise part, I already saw many people in our category was getting ready in the field. but then, I also saw people from our category was going up the class to put their bags. At first, I thought of putting my bag in the pavillion. To not lose it, I decided to put it in the class. So, I went up and after that I went to toilet. (Lol, i know I am very smart.) I was not so worry and not in a rush as I also saw people from our category also went to toilet and not ready but still in class. That's why!!! I did not know that they actually don't wait for us! Arsh! Now, I am wondering were do they place their bags? hmm...

After i went down to pavillion, one people that I know in our Rumah told me that P1 ran already. I was like what?! Serious? Realizing that one of my shoes are not tied properly, I ignore it. I straight away ran to the field and started running. :) How awesome am I to still participate in running, yea? haha... When I ran outside the gate, the two girls in front of me ran to the road to tropicana. I was like huh? What? Run there? I thought there? (pointing to the correct road) I started asking a Nostalgia photography people but he refuse to answer me!!! but laugh!!! Ugh! I felt like punching him! XD He was so bad. Until I asked another person there, I know that I was right! At that time, I was wondering for those girls who ran down there. HAha... Where are they going? They will felt so blur as they dont see anyone or any teacher in whatever checkpoint.

I ran.. ran.. ran until I reached the school small gate downwards, only I saw some of our category... Oh my god... I was seriously too late!!! I kept jogging the whole journey and I called people who I know with my hand! :) I saw Yuet Shuang first. She was really tired after running for a while only. HAiz.. no stamina. :P Then, I saw Sheen Woei and Bianca! I cut through lots of people and still hope that i manage into top 20. haha... What a ridiculous hope, yea? I was quite sad. Of course what, right? But I was telling myself that yu xian, you did a great job, you know? You still participate, ran and non-stop jogging the whole journey!!! 精神可嘉野!!! :) Haha.... it sounds stupid. and because of this, I ran finish the whole journey although I actually knew that I had already lost.

When I was running to the park road, I saw Sylvia and one Berjaya girls running to the finishing point! Thinking back last year, I was the one who ran towards the ending point and saw people still running towards the park. I still continue... until finishing point. Obviously right, at that time, there was no more number... I told myself, yu xian. You had a new experience. It is cool! Ran the last, catching up many people, saw many friends, thinking positive to reach the ending point, blur that what placing am I, dont really know where to run (din't go for house practice), din't get any number, feel those feeling that others who always din't get medal no matter how hard they tried, and din't get medal. wow~ I din;t realize that i had experience so much new and cool experience and feeling. Awesome! haha... I know you will think that I am crazy! :)

At first, when people asked I told them I din't get but they don't believe. After that, as my mood is not getting better to anywhere and depress a little. So, I just said, Can I don;t say? :) Smart answer ever! haha...

Next year jog-a-ton, you will see. I won't be putting my bags into the class and going to toilet anymore! :) I know I will do a great job

This time for this post is correct! Yeah! haha...

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Ye is selling on merentas desa day!

Tomorrow is coming in few more hours ... our school is having jog-a-ton!!! lol, I am not feeling exciting about the jog-a-ton but for YE. As our school is having a combination of merentas desa and a small carnival, our club is selling drinks which includes can drinks -- pepsi, 100 Plus, and Isomax, and packets of Milo (all at RM 2) and mineral water for RM 1. In addition, we went to sarah's house to help her to bake the cream puff, selling it at RM 4 for 6 or maybe at RM 2 for 3.

I am looking froward for the sales event!!! through this activity, I can see that many YE members is getting excited as me and they did a lot for this too! I also can see their passion towards YE! Good sign! This year YE may be a successful year! :)

My gor is still hanging my appetite. As I am asking for my gor's blog url, he who is so smart make a bet with me: our YE club has to earn Rm 200 profit. wow~ but never mind. I know that all our YE member's are good in selling. So, no worries but I think I have a point which is our school is going to take 60% profit from us. OMG! Fine, fine. It is still okay to reach Rm 200 since last year, they manage to get about RM 120? I know we can! Just watch and see. What more that we have a nice place? When I drew lots, I got number 3 which means the third club to choose. I think the 1st two groups had choose a non- strategic place where our stall is opposite the gazebo where people will walk through there and first see out club when they have finish running! what a awesome place, yea?

SUPPORT YE , people!!!

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Realize...

Realization overwhelmed me this afternoon as I found out that I am not doing good as I thought. What should I do? Make a change??? It is hard...

I complain... I don't use the correct words to talk so it sounds wrong (but i don't mean it) :( ... I am also not careful in doing things and have no patient also. Wow~ this is a lot of bad things...

Did I have more bad things than good advantages that i have? there is so many! Why am i like that? :(

I seriously have to change... I must start because maybe sometimes, i really do it without any realization... Be aware for what i am doing... Think before talk. :)

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寂寞。。。

不是因为寂寞才想你，而是因为想你才寂寞.

我不想再想你，可是你就是会一直让人想起你.

也许，是自己吧！

所以，要控制咯。

在控制的这一段时候，会比较艰难。。。

因为， 他不会在我身边。。。(我一定要记得这个）

哎呀，笑一个嘛！eee... :) :D

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hate that!

I shall talk less, so i wont get into it like previous time. Ah!!!

I hate it! hate it! Really hate it!
Come on, chill yu xian.

Just try your best and control yourself. It is easy. Find, falk fess.

Fk, Fk, fill fry. But sometimes, ft fs fard. Fo fou foe fhat???!!!

FH!!! f fm foin fo fie!

F just can't stand it. Sob....

why every time, there must be one huh? arsh!

*let u break the code, cuz i know u wont get what i am trying to tell myself :D

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Glad ... U r awesome!

U are just so awesome that I have the need to write down. ^^

Maybe you are good in choosing time, yea? Start talking to me and make me feel good after that. Maybe I just like the way you talk.

Just hope that you can be there whenever I need you. haha..I think I am a bit greedy for this. :)

I just like to talk to you for maybe I can be myself which I do not need to think much what I cannot do and what I can say or do. Are you the same? Btw, don't really mind whatever mean things I had said as I don't really mind it if you know me. Apologize for that.

We used to talk straight and just say out whatever we think. Yea? Okay, fine. I can say that ya, for my side but not for yours. I think we are don't lie too! :) ok, it is just maybe only... lol.

I really do hope you wont change but everyone change la, yx. U can change but not this, huh?

Thinking and thinking, how sad for we are not in the same class. Haiz...

I think you are start getting special to me. You do (sometimes) mind to me although I don't to you.

Oh gosh, too reveal...

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YE!

The feeling of becoming a managing director is great. Doing a lot of stuff that it really looks like i am working in a real company outside the world. By holding this job, i can really feel that many things are on my hand to decide. Besides, I can see that I must really work out for something if I want it to happen. The tiring part which I think at the end of the day it will become the most fun part is running here and there for stuff. This is such a good experience for me! Okay, I am quite satisfied with my assistant but the sad part is just that he will come late. Just hope that he will ran to our club straight away after his accounts. :) Now, as we are rushing out of time and next Tuesday is a public holiday which make the Ye meeting to be cancelled automatically, we are planning to hold another meeting on Thursday. Having that extra meeting, I truly hope that majority can come and I will appreciate a lot. Last, I hope that we can really work together well as a team. When you see me a bit angry is actually more on worry as I want everything to be finish as fast as I can and good. So, please do forgive me for being a little angry which are more on frustrated. all this requirement that I kind of set for myself is to make this year, 2011 YE year to be a great, awesome, efficient and if can the best ever year and most memorable year for the teachers and the Chief Advisers! Hope i can success! :) with the help of my awesome assistant and all team members.
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