Can’t I really make a change?

*lol, do not waste your time reading this where it suppose to be I myself talking to myself.

I still do something that I told myself should not. I promise to make an effort. Am I really someone that actually can’t do it? No! I can. Even though I can’t I have to. I believe that I practice it a few days but then, without reminding, I will turn back to original. I should keep remind myself! I should practice this promise towards everyone, no one can be exceptional. Maybe just my sister sometimes.

Today, I forget… and I break it towards some people but there is one which is more serious. Remember, yu xian.

No one can be your exceptional. The person is no one special. Although the statement means I can share everything, but it doesn't sharing those nonsense that i made. Though share everything, there is a distance between and be more concern of words as it really affect.

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My sister is crazy...

Guess what? when we are watching a wedding video clip or any movie about someone's wedding or the time when the guy is proposing to a girl, my younger sister will smile slightly and laugh a bit. She is imagining herself as the person there. omg.. she is really crazy. Doesn't she? :) Imaging herself marrying at the age of 12 only? Okok, fine. maybe u will say that she is imaging her future when her peince come and propose to her. imagining the place and all those sweets words are all coming out exactly or almost the same from his prince? She is only at her children stage. Oh dear... :) However, she is cute when she smile at the video. XD
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something happen in school... our class

Big thing happen in school… Our class….

“When the heat is released to the surrounding…”

“Teacher, help me!” raising up her hand while shouting though not loud, with fear.

While not many people even heard especially for those who were sitting in front like me, our chemistry teacher then put down the microphone and walked towards her. Thinking that teacher walked to the back to explain to people who still did not understand, I looked down on the book instead and not eyeing on where were teacher going.

My friends sitting on the same table as me also did not notice that there was something happening. Until we all heard, “eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! and AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!” only many of us turned around and slowly, the whole class walked away from their places to have a look.

“Snake! There is a snake! Under the table! ” at that moment, all eyes were on the black snakes which have the same colour as our cement of our chemistry lab’s floor! Oh no! Snake in chemistry lab? The snake was moving slowly towards the cupboard. First, I just saw the tail and I thought the snake was very small and short! It was not until when I tip-toed to have a clearer vision. I saw the head and it was longer than I thought at first but its size of the body was quite fine and small.

Without hesitation, my teacher called our monitor to find a guard to help out with this. Quickly, with the slightly shivering tone, she wanted us to go back our class. As the guard is so efficient, he came in taking a stick. He used his hand to catch the snake-- left hand, handling the snake; while right hand, holding a stick to let the snake to curled around it. After that, he went out. I did not follow out but some did and they said that the creature was just thrown into the drain! What? It was just in the drain? What about our safety???

According to those people sitting near the snake, one girl found it first when she was bored and just looked down and saw something that was moving. While talking, she was laughing at herself for not even run away but stay cool and steady in her seat, calling for teacher.

Then, our calm teacher wanted us to continue study in the chemistry lab. However, some people in our class said that maybe there was some snake nest over there. At the moment, the guard also did came back to tell the teacher that if it was a small snake, it means that there will be more! Those words even made many of my classmates’ hair curled.

After saying that actually the small animal was just too naughty for not listening to her mum and lost its way, many people’s nervousness and frightened were at the mercy of our teacher. She said and making sure us that we were already safe. After chilling down, only we continued to have our lesson in? CHEMISTRY LAB!

P/s. There was a new student transferred to our school in our class! First day of his school and there was a snake? Oh no! What will he think about this?

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moodless

Now, I tend to dislike this a bit. It just filled me with stress. Maybe, I care what and how people look and say. Sometimes, although they do not utter any about it but I just can feel that they feel it that way. Hate that… If you really dislike it, can’t you just say out??? LOL, scold me also can. Hate that to the bottom of my heart!!! Maybe, I am useless and I did not do much but know what? I try very hard. How do I even know what do you want? Stress…. Maybe, I feel that others are way better than me. OR even, I feel that I do not do something. OR, I did some mistakes? HAiz… that is what will happen next time… PERFORM… totally mood less -.-
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Ye gathering...

How is counted as successful? they enjoyed or the program? I have no idea. At the first place, we wanted to bond each of them, but do we? hmm... I think we did a bit, yea?

As for me, the thing I care the most is whether they enjoyed or not. As at the end of the day, we will actually see and wonder do we all really enjoy. I think most of them did yea? LOL, mostly because of the epic picture. however, i think some didn't. haiz... i am sorry for that. :( While thinking, I realize that actually all are important to make it a success.

Another thing, i do agree that our preparation is not so good and it made the matter worse when the station master were absent! :(

However, think around what they did today... We didn't do much! [Play while wait (catch the leader), eat pizzas and then start playing for two games(eating Rocky created by gor) and not every comers involved in the second game which is tying the legs and walk together which pratise their teamwork.] When it is going to rain, then, we were back to his house, playing mafia, killer and at last, left a few people, we played true or dare. Another thing, is they are not so sporting. So, how should we actually overcome this? Make everything more organize and make it more interesting with prizes and by counting marks? Hmm... the other problem was the weather! So, if we did well preparation. It will also be wasted because of the raining situation that we can't overcome it.

Now, about the pictures!

I did it because I dont want to let them down but at the first place, I didn't even promise them! Is just him promising them. And I seriously thought that he was only joking. I understand that he did it to motivate them so that they all will do it and not make the whole activity be so bored. I know that. Besides i did it so that they will not be so noisy! :P and gor la, say be sporting wor... ( not wanting to let them say i m not sporting or active! XD) [haha... that's me! :P ] So, i did it! haha... To be honest, i m okay with it. :) Putting photos in facebook, is also okay for me but is just my aunt. If she sees it, my ears must be prepared already. :P That's why, I set privacy!!! Smart.. smart to not left myself feeling unsecured. :D

When many were back, we changed playing true or dare. Lol, ture or dare to that person only, right? however, when he was dared, there was something to do with me which also need my cooperation. It was also kind of daring me also right? lol. Ok, i agree that without all that ture or dare will seems to be a dead game.

Last, credits to zhen xin! Snap many photos of everyone of us! :) Nice! Like all!

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R and H difference...

well, I was planning to do a camp for Ye. For then, teacher suggested to go to semenyih where there has professional and trained people who will eye on our safety. I started doing the research on it on Friday... I was kept typing what teacher said, outbac. com but there is no such thing... Therefore, i went to google it... outbac and they gave me sites that stated outback on the first place! I thought i type wrong... actually there is also oubac on the the following sites. After researching only i get the outbac thing. "type the place you searh for" semenyir. LOL SEMENYIRRRRR!!! "there is no result found!" obviously, right? semenyiR..... then, i thought that this is not the site i was finding. go outback sites instead.... Ooh, i found some camp thing but there is semenyih thing heard! haiz... then, kept on clicking... searching... go google... then to outback.... type semenyir... no. back again... go there and here again. Tehn, finally I planned to find on state or some where near there! I typed location of semnyih! lol, it came out semenyih. I was reading this two words in my heart.. omg, is the semenyir I thought is SEMENYIHHHH? Ooh, is semenyih! lol! a R and a H. just that.... used up two days of mine to search for it like crazily... and feel so lost when i cant find anything about it! zzzzzz....... SEMENYIH!
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Doing nothing...

morning, cut hair... Cut hair! Yeah...
afternoon, come back, eat.

evening, walking around my house. :) and do some cleaning.

night, online. :) n go out with relatives... n online

what a day... wasted a day again...

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Stock Challenge!!!

I want to cry already.... why can't i go for the workshops? It was so fun last year! i really enjoyed it although we din't win but it was quite an amount of money or profit that we earn! Having good team mates which were ai li and darren were always an interesting part. Looking at the shares, and getting a shocked, when the shares we bought drop; and getting excited when it raises which were the most exciting part!

As they said that last year was the last year the AMCHAM people doing this and so, we participated. Who knows that there were actually another one this year? arsh! I want to go again! that activities was just amazing.

Hope that the organize changed their mind by allowing more people to attend this great workshop. As I see, last year, there were many Ye members including seniors joined us also. So, you can imagine that there were many people, yea? Please, i pray hard for this to happen. You too, pray for me. :)

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cut hair lu.... :)

Yeah, cutting my hair tomorrow!!! I was looking forward for it since Monday! :)

Wanted to cut a long time ago, but i am just too lazy to go and the person was quite busy pass few weeks. :p Now, I have the time and so she does! Cutting!!! Still thinking to cut till short and don't need to tie or cut short but need to tie. At first, I thought of cutting it till short and don't need to tie but I scare i'm not used to it. :p So, maybe short until shoulder length longer bit and need to tie.

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still dont know?

Lol, writing that word means I don't feel good. :) and I mean it.

I know you don't know that. lol.

Not knowing enough, or I am hard to know? haha... turning a point of view. :)

Maybe I should do like what you said, don't make you as one. :)

same to myself too, I don't know which words is serious.

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why i just cant remember this?

OMG.. yu xian, _ _ is just not yours. Arsh!

Maybe * means a lot to you but you don't!!!

The problem is I want it! :P What is wrong with me, yea? hmm...

I know! one word for myself want to much things, greedy? lol, face it. I am sometimes although i hate the word! :)

Maybe sometimes, when I remember this and remind myself about it, i will act in a really werid and awkward way that maybe some cant accept it. :)

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translate!!

Playing with the google translator! :)

Watashi wa anata ga inakute sabishii... :)

Doko ni iru no?

Watashi wa anata ga soko ni inai toki ni sabishii...

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Dislike >:(

How good am i tohelp, but what I get is get scolded? Therefore, I went away. :) Lol, whether it is obvious or not, as if, like I care? lol. If it was obvious, then good that you know. If it was not, then good that you dont know lo. Seriously wei, that also dislike?

Maybe I just mind too much, or maybe just that u or ur words do mind to me. What so ever, and so, I get a bit offended. :) Lol, I know, i know, is my problem again. HAiz, see, I create problem for myself again... LOL!

Sometimes, I just don't get u. Okay, fine. I think I shall admit that I don't know u. It seems like I know but I don't. Yaya, I am taking nonsense. Don't know why, U make me to think that way and after that in the other way. U really makes people confuse. so, I think better not to face to face. :)

Haiz, yu xian, yu xian, U will get used to it. Dont mind so much, n never let yourself down by this! Don't worry much... Smile one! :D

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