My grandma...

When I was just born, I was mostly take care by my grandma and my grandpa. They both love me. I still remember when my grandma dont allow me to eat many sweets and other unhealthy stuff that most child like, my grandpa will bought for me and wanted me to finish eating before we reached home. :P

Unfortunately, my grandma had been hospitalize lately as she unable to breath properly. Although it was okay now, I just dont feel safe somehow. This had happen the fourth times i think.... To make matter worse, my grandma is actually going through dialysis. Three times a week! Omg.. for me, i dont think i can take it.

My mum said," some people that goes through dialysis can live more than 20 years but some no." No words can describe how scare am i, hearing the other half of the statement...

This is the second year already.... My grandma is very determine and strong facing this dialysis even though the suffering dialysis has almost become her life routine. Almost every day you have to go somewhere you dread much.

What I believe how can she become so strong: My uncle always brings her to church. Slowly, she accepts... She also often goes to the cell group near there which also speaks HOkkien! Believing in God and believe that she will recover makes her become stronger spiritually and mentally.

So, I have to pray more for my grandma. Let the prayer together for my grandma and make it stronger so she will have more internal strength to overcome the devil sickness. :) Love you, grandma. <3

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I get myself

Now, I get it. When it is said once, twice and for the third time, it is still acceptable. When it come to the fourth times and so on, people will get a little annoyed. Although you are joking around or you does not mean it, people tends to start minding your words. Maybe just for some particular occasion. Okay, maybe just me. yea, yea. I am like that sometimes. Why cant i have feeling?

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My failure again? IDTS...

I think I already play my part. The camp... The camp! We had to postponed it. Not like we want it. Lol, can i say something true here? I have come out the idea of having the camp two to three months ago. What was the respond at first? I still remembered for the first week, only 5 people submitted their money. Then, after motivating it only reached around 15 people. And how many people we need at least? 20! Whenever I kept asking them, they also have reason to rejected going. Coming near to four weeks, I already have a little thought that we cannot make it again. However, teacher say can. Still can. So, continue finding for more people until we can include non-ye members. Only at that time, some of their friends joined and many people tend to start joining. So, how many weeks left? 4 more weeks. So, yea. Settling the name list and papaer work that i actually had finished on the March holidays. LOL. no use also. Doing everything without people coming is useless. :( When camp is cancelled, they said some not nice words and came asking. I told them is because their late participation and so leading to our failure to settle the documents. Lol. I did not ask for an answer also and they claimed that is not their faulth. Lol.
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Imma bad.

I feel so bad now. Not going to do it anymore. I know I can easily rejected that. I dont mind giving but feel so bad receiving. I got it not because of something good.
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Meaningful Quotes.

"To handle yourself use your brain,to handle others,use your heart"

It means that you should always use good judgment and intelligence in dealing with your life. And be concerned with the needs and feelings of others when you deal with them. In other words, use your head in dealing with your own life, and always show love and concern for others.
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nervous.

I am so scared now... I flipped through the pages in my book and I came to realize that I have many more to go. At that moment of realization a chill ran down my spine. All those subjects are new to me. In the exam, it is mostly structure and essay questions which means i have to mastered the chapter or that particular sub in order to answer the questions. I can't throw the dice or any coins to help me choose the answer. Ugh! :(
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