what I tell myself

This holidays, I must do what I say before this, what I promise myself before this. If not, I think I will not have a good life next year, I will regret. I bet.

I want to be like one of my cousin. Many people like her, i guess. I think one of the reason is that. So, yea. Have faith in myself that i can do it!!!! :) UGh!

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Words I dread...

I dread this words:

-tired

-gtg

-go bed

-sleepy

-gonna off

-bye

Because It means END conversation. haha.. this shows how much I like to talk :)

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I LOVE you

this is the phrase that has not come out from my mouth for years. :( How sad is this. Sometimes, I wonder why is this so hard, yea? Why?

mostly, I thought the person will know how i feel. However, nowadays I realize people dont understand how you feel sometimes. it needs to be voice out. :( Maybe you thought the person knows what you think, but the fact is ---- NO.

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the loneliness inside.

· Most of the time, she eats after us. This is sad. Today, I find this so lonely when I was on the back of her looking at her back. So, after I am done, I sat down eating fruits mainly to accompany her. Why after us? Basically, I know why. She wants to leave the best to us. She does not mind although she doesn’t have enough. I should leave more stuff to her next time. Anyhow, sometimes, I just don’t get why my sisters don’t know how to leave and share things to people. :s

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