Story

I feel like telling him that im feeling nervous for it is my first day of work at 1u tomorrow. It will be a 2 months long temporary work before I start my uni degree. I feel like sharing my stupidness, feelings on matter to him but he dont tend to get or support me. Going out need money and I have just enough pocket and you sometiems say we used quite some money for dinner and after a movie, whats wrong with me finding a job? You want to hang out with me but it crashes with my work, and I tried to compensate on skme other day and there goes you are being so unhappy and sarcastic.

I dont know whether is just my thought but you always call for me, i will try to fit the time and can say im more free than him cause im just foundation, lesser course. But when i call for you, you might sometines not free, i know is really busy of you, i understand. What i am trying to say is why cant be a bit understanding for my fault of work this time.

I yold my boss that I want to start work asap cause I have been bored at home and I didnt know their asap is this Friday, that fast. Before I went for interview, I already told him that I might not be able to make it on Friday (trying to conpensate to days before i work like today and yesterday) and I might only able to go out on my off days..

What he say is 'We won't go out then until you done working la'
I get mad and said,"
We won't go out then until I done working. That was what u say. And just to inform you im working for 2 months until March so dont need to meet. (And it is end of march)."

However, I know we will and I cant be that determined and cruel on my birthday and and will definitely be closer before the day comes. :)
He called me today and the way he speak in a soft tone, actually melt my geart a lil  :) but I actually acted strong and ended call after not too long. One thing I know is I want him to know that his words was way too over that I cant accept for a while.
'I will be waking at around 10 if you still want to go out then call me la' which he know is too late and is impossible...

Haha.. no worries.  Is just a small matter that I mind but we are good :) hehe...

Good night.

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First day of Temporary Promoter Day

Day I

Leg pain! Yes, indeed. I was needed to stand and sell canon calculator, laminator, aurora paper shredder, time recorder, and cheque writer. Mainly pushing on calculator.


I told our senior in this Mid Valley IT fair that I want to be a boss sooner or later while chatting.
However, he said me in a way which makes me think. His meaning of words were saying that doing a promoter, a small job, I also not so serious (a lil true, cause physical energy especially my legs were screaming like hell and thus, i was complaining tired).
A small thing also cant do it to the best, how to become a boss? Which boss i know doesnt go through great length? (In my heart, I was answering him back like, I dont want to be so good girl listening to all orders. When there is no customer, then I sit and rest a while lu... I was thinking isnt this call tricky? I thought tricky and act smart is good) but hmm.. thinking on the good side

What I learnt: True also on what he said. When small task was assigned to me, it is my responsibility to make it perfect. :) Able to accomplish minor things will lead to greater success.

Another thing: I told myself before, I dont want to do promter again in my life last 2 years. And now, here I am again! SHOUTING: I dont want to be promoter as my job career. I want a stable good high level of income job next time. I must work hard! BOSS one day :D

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Pasar malam day

Did nothing much whole day. One main thing is we went to pasar malam. And we see cheap fruits. We bought. Some of them were critize by mum, claiming that it is over riped although it is cheap it is not worth it. Yes, thanks for twlling but hope she can say in a nicer way next day with nicer tone. :)
Thanks for giving pocket money and all. #random

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Unemployed

I told my boss that I need to take 3 days leave from 9th jan to 21st march period of work.
For my birthday and to attend courses purpose. The manager then dont want to further employ me...

Everything must think to the positive side, I thank her for not employing me cause I dislike making up everyday for now... and the first day of 1 hour work, I was criticised for vague make up and it didnt pass their rules.. haih... and told me rm200 will be deducted if make up is not purposely put on..

So, it create a sense of uneasiness to me to continue working anyway. And before signing a contract of work, I told about leave and then I was told to go home due to incomplete uniform.
Later, I receive call saying they dont need me any more... think good, im glad to not need to make up every day and wake up very early morning. :)

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First day work sucks

Today is the first day of unofficial work day  Wth.

They told me that my working hours is 10.30am but I need to reach at 9.50am -10am to open door and reach after 10.15am is counted late.

Next, the hr department finally sent me the unuform and it is f.. incomplete. it has a black coat, skirt and missing a piece of inside (singlet like of inside shirt). And the stupid manager call me go back home?! Wth. I went all the way to kepong today and monday for your freaking interview already. I didnt get paid the hell after all your company mess. You didnt prepare right uniform and I dont get my paid.

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Havoc.

Things happen again.

You borrowed him money and cant get back. Yes, indeed a truth. Then?! You are the one who are willing to borrow and some other profit share which you are supposed to get and you did not ask earlier years until now, starting all the mess.

People suggested to go court and settle, you refused. And this is your freaking decision. Then, bare with your own decision and complain nothing!! Wth.

Yes, he is not right but I dont see things getting good or in a great state with you stating to believe in something unbelievable! The more you say YES, then is a YES. Just like you believe a horror situation that will happen, brainwashing your own self that it actually happen when it does not.

Love you but I have no idea what can i do! I know and appreciate lots that you sacrifice a lot. You are indeed the best but a little disagree with the act.

Gosh, going mad and crazy one day!
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Reading Book Day

Just a normal Sunday.

I continued reading Rich Dad Poor Dad book, written by Robert T. Kiyokasi.
It really gives me an eye- opener view on what is asset and to add more assets into my own asset column.

When I was reading the book, it inspire me more! It triggers my dreams more! It gets my fire burning.
But like anyone else, read but no action. I still have the fear he mentioned.
Let's see how things go...

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Cook for the day!

I was alone the whole day when my mum is busy doing her stuff and go outside, sister went out to settle her stuff and younger sister was in her secondary school.

So, I decided to help out. I was asked to cook for lunch and then dinner anyway.

My lunch for noodles was quite successful! And dinner was just a normal one just what i usually helped out.

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Escape room@ecurve

The old gangmates.

We went to escape room! It was a fun challenging one but I feel useless cause I didnt help out...

Anyway, good one!

We won halfway! Haha! The mysterious room game was the hardest haha! We didnt know! :)

Waiting for pics to upload it here!

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