Past few days, I have lots of questions to ask you. I also said before that I have a lots of questions to ask you but if you answer me one, I will know all. Now, I think no! After today talking to you, we talked back your past and I know... Last time, I still let myself dream because of your... It let me think that it may be true. It somehow make me a bit happy and it also hurt me lots. Now, my heart is pain. terribly pain... I think is because that I realize the truth already? I feel like screaming! Help me out! At the morning, I told him that... on. He asked when. This showed that he really cared lots about her. Some more, when we talked back his past time, he said that he missed his old-spoil phone which had lots of message with... haiz.. Feeling sad for him, pain but realize for me...
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Saturday, October 30, 2010
I use to like when people start to conversation with me especially th person. However, I think that now I dislike it because after saying hi, he is going to tell me something that I don't want to hear- saying that he could not make it. :( Twice! I really dislike the feeling. Maybe is it just that I want him to come? OF course, ya? haha...
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Wednesday, October 27, 2010
ok. I know u see my blog. So, ya... Sorry Sorry sorry
Actually, I was not really angry because I already can guess how you know. As curiosity aroused me, I just want to know the exact answer, kay? And yesterday, u said half.. n said forget bout it! n so, i get bit angry. So, sry for so curious and the urge to know.
Btw, if u know me long, u should know I simply use words... I know I should change this: Often use wrong words. Just now, I was just saying only. Sorry for not realizing that you was so mind about what I say. I did not really mind it.
Hey, remember I say u fat? That time, I also don't mind it. I was just saying. As u don't really look fat, honestly. So, ya... plz know me... I don't meant to hurt you.
As you already know my secret, so, can I often share with u things about it? I really need someone to talk, share and many many more about it. Can? Please? I am really sorry and I try to keep us cool as also I did promise u before that I won't get angry. (I just want to know how you know)That's all.. And also thanks for telling me again.
HAha. Right now, I really also want to know who is urs... So, we can both share together if u also want?
So, can forgive me? Ah! I get angry for a while and no more already. u? still angry? Let begones be bygones? forgive n forget? :) Smile one! :) Angry often not good for health :)
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Actually, I was not really angry because I already can guess how you know. As curiosity aroused me, I just want to know the exact answer, kay? And yesterday, u said half.. n said forget bout it! n so, i get bit angry. So, sry for so curious and the urge to know.
Btw, if u know me long, u should know I simply use words... I know I should change this: Often use wrong words. Just now, I was just saying only. Sorry for not realizing that you was so mind about what I say. I did not really mind it.
Hey, remember I say u fat? That time, I also don't mind it. I was just saying. As u don't really look fat, honestly. So, ya... plz know me... I don't meant to hurt you.
As you already know my secret, so, can I often share with u things about it? I really need someone to talk, share and many many more about it. Can? Please? I am really sorry and I try to keep us cool as also I did promise u before that I won't get angry. (I just want to know how you know)That's all.. And also thanks for telling me again.
HAha. Right now, I really also want to know who is urs... So, we can both share together if u also want?
So, can forgive me? Ah! I get angry for a while and no more already. u? still angry? Let begones be bygones? forgive n forget? :) Smile one! :) Angry often not good for health :)
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Is it real?
On Monday, he typed something in messenger. Is it real? Hope it is. For now, I think that maybe it is NOT! I really really 100 times wish that I could be real. He wrote that for play play only? or maybe is that he read and he knew that (hmi)only wrote that? TEll me! I really need someone ... no, him to tell me! Maybe for him, he don't care or maybe already forget? I don't know or maybe maybe .. he wrote because he really think that way? Do you know? I really mind. I reread that part lots of times. Now, it makes me feel like he write it in the wrong place...How now?
I want to ask him but I don't dare. You know why the feeling sounds fake from one day to another? It is because it just happen once? Then, it is not mention any more neither in msn or when we see each other... I truly hope it will happen again but instinct tell me that it won't.
That is the feeling after a few days... right now, I have a different feeling... I think i am weird. Maybe is because that I am scare... I really don't know. Maybe I know and I don't want to face it? Haiz.. For now, I really don't know. I am confuse...
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I want to ask him but I don't dare. You know why the feeling sounds fake from one day to another? It is because it just happen once? Then, it is not mention any more neither in msn or when we see each other... I truly hope it will happen again but instinct tell me that it won't.
That is the feeling after a few days... right now, I have a different feeling... I think i am weird. Maybe is because that I am scare... I really don't know. Maybe I know and I don't want to face it? Haiz.. For now, I really don't know. I am confuse...
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lonely.
After playing, I walked back myself. I felt so lonely. Normally, he will walked back with me but he cannot make it. Lonely on the street, I thought about him. The road seems longer that night... Normally, he will helped me to take but today no... HAiz.. wish to see everyday. ah!!! 26
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Monday, October 25, 2010
Because of... Change everything….
Nowadays, I think I am really going crazy. It is totally because of him. I do something that is a bit stupid - decline going out with friends. I rather go to park than going to shopping complex and watch movie. Hz... I like to go to the park especially when I know he is going…
I am not in the mood because I cannot go online and see his wall post chat and many more. I think all is because of that. Haiz… 13-10-2010
Totally no mood…. yesterday- 14-10-2010
No one will know why including my sister. She also don’t get it why I am so fed-up after PMR that day. It is because I cannot online. Is just online. Cause I want to chat with him! The main point is that. Cannot see what he is doing… Sad is with him.. and everything with him! HAiz… I think that s the reason why. I cannot find any other better reason than this already. I miss him. I start to…but I don’t want myself get in to it like last time yy…. Hope it is not. To make sure whether it is. I want to know what is evol? 13-10-2010
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Nowadays, I think I am really going crazy. It is totally because of him. I do something that is a bit stupid - decline going out with friends. I rather go to park than going to shopping complex and watch movie. Hz... I like to go to the park especially when I know he is going…
I am not in the mood because I cannot go online and see his wall post chat and many more. I think all is because of that. Haiz… 13-10-2010
Totally no mood…. yesterday- 14-10-2010
No one will know why including my sister. She also don’t get it why I am so fed-up after PMR that day. It is because I cannot online. Is just online. Cause I want to chat with him! The main point is that. Cannot see what he is doing… Sad is with him.. and everything with him! HAiz… I think that s the reason why. I cannot find any other better reason than this already. I miss him. I start to…but I don’t want myself get in to it like last time yy…. Hope it is not. To make sure whether it is. I want to know what is evol? 13-10-2010
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after PMR
Since I cannot online, I write this in Microsoft word.
Yeah, it just ended. My PMR ended. Yahoo…(not the yahoo website) Fine, I write yayhooooo… then. By the way, I did not really feel anything (same with Jia YI!) unlike the crazy Ai Li. She is tremendously happy and laughed gaily. When I poked her, she also did not scold me like normal school day. If she is still laughing, I think that she is really to stress already and studied very hard.
The saddest part for me is that I CANT online. WTH! I want to open facebook! I want to play, see all the recent news, and many more. I didn’t online for more than a week and now I cannot online? Arsh!!!!!!!!!!! very angry! I want to go someone’s house and online! Ha-ha… Who’s house? YS? HY? Hmmm…. Right now, I bet that everyone is online and will online. Playing till crazy is what I plan after PMR! Unfortunately, my mum won’t do the internet thing because my sister haven’t finish exam? WTh? Wait till she finish? It is like eternity! I can’t wait till I finish and now still have to wait her? SWT -.-”
Fine!!! I play chess with my mum. Must practise before I play and compete with the pro-YS!mStill remember last year, I kept lose to my mother. Then, I became better and won my mum. HAha. At that time, is my mum’s turn kept asking me to play with her and she is not happy (bei song la) that she lose to me. haha….. So, YS! wait for me, I swill win you also! hahaha….
Outing? Outing is what everyone waiting for! I want to go karaoke. Faster organize! Ha-ha.. Btw, I know that someone will do the job! Erm.. Go someone’s house and play also? play! Don’t keep watch movie. It is a bit boring. Play sports game… board game (childish right? )
Also, U! Let’s go and play badminton! I think and I beat I will win you for sure. Never say girl is not good in sports. wait and see… I shall watch how good are u!
I promise to myself also. I want to improve my basketball skills. BLEh~ I know I can’t really achieve that but I will try by going to park everyday. Practice makes perfect! I want you to have a shocked on my improvement! 12-10-2010
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Yeah, it just ended. My PMR ended. Yahoo…(not the yahoo website) Fine, I write yayhooooo… then. By the way, I did not really feel anything (same with Jia YI!) unlike the crazy Ai Li. She is tremendously happy and laughed gaily. When I poked her, she also did not scold me like normal school day. If she is still laughing, I think that she is really to stress already and studied very hard.
The saddest part for me is that I CANT online. WTH! I want to open facebook! I want to play, see all the recent news, and many more. I didn’t online for more than a week and now I cannot online? Arsh!!!!!!!!!!! very angry! I want to go someone’s house and online! Ha-ha… Who’s house? YS? HY? Hmmm…. Right now, I bet that everyone is online and will online. Playing till crazy is what I plan after PMR! Unfortunately, my mum won’t do the internet thing because my sister haven’t finish exam? WTh? Wait till she finish? It is like eternity! I can’t wait till I finish and now still have to wait her? SWT -.-”
Fine!!! I play chess with my mum. Must practise before I play and compete with the pro-YS!mStill remember last year, I kept lose to my mother. Then, I became better and won my mum. HAha. At that time, is my mum’s turn kept asking me to play with her and she is not happy (bei song la) that she lose to me. haha….. So, YS! wait for me, I swill win you also! hahaha….
Outing? Outing is what everyone waiting for! I want to go karaoke. Faster organize! Ha-ha.. Btw, I know that someone will do the job! Erm.. Go someone’s house and play also? play! Don’t keep watch movie. It is a bit boring. Play sports game… board game (childish right? )
Also, U! Let’s go and play badminton! I think and I beat I will win you for sure. Never say girl is not good in sports. wait and see… I shall watch how good are u!
I promise to myself also. I want to improve my basketball skills. BLEh~ I know I can’t really achieve that but I will try by going to park everyday. Practice makes perfect! I want you to have a shocked on my improvement! 12-10-2010
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Happy Birthday!
Monday, October 18, 2010
Happy Birthday, Ying Ai!
Know what? Sw is the one who keep remind me.
I want to be like her, remember everyone’s birthday!
Therefore, we planned to set up a part for you at the park nearby my house!
Hope you will like it and it will be a memorable day for u!
Happy Birthday! Still remember the first day we met?
Haha.. is form 2! 2 Cengal!
At that time, I dint really talk to u because I do not know what to say.
Until one day, teacher arranged all our seat and I sat with u!
I still remember the time we really start talking.
Do you? (think and tell me whether you rmb?)
…
We talked about the movie at 10.00 in the morning.
(Zhang wu ji) We started talking the show b4 rearranged the seat already, right?
After that, we become closer and now can counted as best friends, ya?
I am so happy to have u as a friend…
F orever friends
R esponsible
I ntelligent
E xciting to be with
N ice all the time
D ependable
S mile always
Hope we can are friends forever
F riendship
R emains
A nd
N ever
C an
E nd promise, ya?
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Know what? Sw is the one who keep remind me.
I want to be like her, remember everyone’s birthday!
Therefore, we planned to set up a part for you at the park nearby my house!
Hope you will like it and it will be a memorable day for u!
Happy Birthday! Still remember the first day we met?
Haha.. is form 2! 2 Cengal!
At that time, I dint really talk to u because I do not know what to say.
Until one day, teacher arranged all our seat and I sat with u!
I still remember the time we really start talking.
Do you? (think and tell me whether you rmb?)
…
We talked about the movie at 10.00 in the morning.
(Zhang wu ji) We started talking the show b4 rearranged the seat already, right?
After that, we become closer and now can counted as best friends, ya?
I am so happy to have u as a friend…
F orever friends
R esponsible
I ntelligent
E xciting to be with
N ice all the time
D ependable
S mile always
Hope we can are friends forever
F riendship
R emains
A nd
N ever
C an
E nd promise, ya?
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