Is it real?

On Monday, he typed something in messenger. Is it real? Hope it is. For now, I think that maybe it is NOT! I really really 100 times wish that I could be real. He wrote that for play play only? or maybe is that he read and he knew that (hmi)only wrote that? TEll me! I really need someone ... no, him to tell me! Maybe for him, he don't care or maybe already forget? I don't know or maybe maybe .. he wrote because he really think that way? Do you know? I really mind. I reread that part lots of times. Now, it makes me feel like he write it in the wrong place...How now?

I want to ask him but I don't dare. You know why the feeling sounds fake from one day to another? It is because it just happen once? Then, it is not mention any more neither in msn or when we see each other... I truly hope it will happen again but instinct tell me that it won't.

That is the feeling after a few days... right now, I have a different feeling... I think i am weird. Maybe is because that I am scare... I really don't know. Maybe I know and I don't want to face it? Haiz.. For now, I really don't know. I am confuse...
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