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Sunday, April 17, 2011

I read your blog that night. It plagued me too. Then, I went to bed and thought of it. the next day, i read again. Then, i thought of ways to solve this. Lastly, i decided to call you through your house phone. I called someone to get it but then i only remembered that you went for one day camp. Then, I got your phone number through the person again through Facebook. after thinking, I though of not disturbing you that day because you may be very tired and you may have no mood to hear what I say. The next day, I called...and i get "Nombor yang anda dail tidak terdapat dalam perkhidmatan..." Lastly, i decided to write here as i think you also read my blog.

So, why i didnt tell you as I saw you that Saturday.
-I dont know yet at that time.
why me? Didn't teacher said give chance to other people?
-Teacher said it is too rush to find another person. I think teacher is worried if she called someone and the person is unconfirmed and at last, no one replaced the place. I thought of Dhivea but then after that i remembered her have two tuitions in one day and she told me before that she wont and cant skip that tuition because it is important. (because i asked before why she cant go to the camp on Mon and Tues).
If the person knows that she cant go earlier, maybe dhivea can arrange her tuition but at that time is just one more day to go.
So, u hinted through Facebook and i didn't reply
-I bet you already know and I scared that if i explained to you, you wont agree with me or even accept my explanation and think it as some nonsense. So, I planned to inform everyone in Ye meeting as teacher said she will help me to tell Ye member the reason.
One thing, i dont understand, I don't even looked sorry or guilty about it. what is the it means? explaining to you? Maybe because I somehow find it weird if I went up to someone and explained something while the person didn't ask? but i explained and told dhivea because i think it directly affected her.

Maybe the explanation is not enough, can you come and find me instead? because i find it easier to talk than write. Dont feel like looking at me so you dont want to find me and get a answer that satisfy you? I close my face? or close your eyes then. If you find you are okay with what i say, can we be friends again?

that event is not worth it to lost you as a friend. :)

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