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I was too scared. Maybe I cant accept the truth coming out from you. Also, was not able to tolerate when I was included in one of the kind from your point of view. For now, I shall accept what you say.

Lots of time, I heard your stories. Knowing that that's the reason you leave, I had always reminding myself not to be one.
Therefore, when you told me I was going to be like one, I was very scare. What if you will do the same again one day? You just dont understand.I cant forget the moment when I asked you why do you say so. As you were trying to further explain, my heart got hurts a little. I felt like bursting out. Just in a few seconds, when my tears will be flowing down my cheeks, I hold it strongly and fake out a big-cheerful smile. :D

The way I responses annoyed you? Oh my.. Maybe I was just joking around with it, and had showed my inner feelings through. Maybe I wanted to tell you that I never have the confidence on myself :/ as I know clearly that I have a lot of flaws...

You dont understand the fear I am going through now. So, i was said sensitive.

I am sensitive? haha... hmm... let me rephrase. I response to stimuli in a big manner. :P yea la, I super agree with this sensitive thing. :P I know I am one. I care about what you say cause I am worried of your leaving. You mean much to me :)

Just imagine, when I am being neutral as always and work on Reducing on what I should not do or react and increasing what i should. When we covert this into a graph. Will this still be considered as an interesting graph? :P It will just fall flat! :P

Come on, this shall full of emotions, real thoughts and true feelings!

Anyhow, I know being too over on one aspect is bad. I promise to keep that in control frequently. On the meantime, I shall be myself and not faking around. :) [Showing off all my positive attitude towards things :)]

Please can you mean what you say? Accepting for who I am? I still remember you said that! :P not being tolerate. The two words seems to be alike but they have big difference in their meaning. Nvm, I will make you to accept for who I am one day! :) You shall wait and see :D play a part by getting along with this! ;)

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