Change.

At first, I thought of writing a negative post but not after I receive this message from my love ones.

Ok to be honest then I tell you all the things that really annoyed me... 

first is always late and not punctual.. 

second is some last minute stuff that ruin the plan, all because of your mom and also because you don't dare tell your mom.. 

third is you always repeat yourself like keep asking us to go down the car, if we insisted to stay then you can just save your words... fourth always impatient... 

fifth can't decide stuff, everything push to me.. 

sixth no vision, you only care for what you are doing now but not what you will do next..  

if so.. i dont know if our dream will come true... maybe our life will just be like your mom everyday busy and impatient and stuff... meaningless life... still got many more.. 

and that's the seventh, can't accept flaws) reply me if you want to know more... 

(if your first thought is not replying... then it seems like my life is quite hopeless after all)

Late

I had always know I like to be late and I dont know why that it has now become a habit. I always think is 'okay' to be late and maybe I had not go through any terrible unbarable consequences of my late-ness yet that I see no reason for me to be early. Omg.. please dont look at me with that kind of 'eye contact' I am sorry to those that I had wasted your time and make you wait.I had always told myself to change from small little things like being punctual to my classes but ugh.. the spirit just brought up a few days and I was late again.

Weird thing is when I know there is transport (before I have my car to drive around) I will automatically wake up 2-3 hours earlier before the event, prepare and walk to the bus stop using 1 and a half hour and the other half hour waiting for a bus and 1 more hour for the bus to reach the destination. Basically, I wont be late in that kind of situation that I cant control...

For now like I have a car driving myself around, I will tend to pack and plan my time in a super pack way that I think I can cope and do it. 6pm event, and I think is 'okay' to start going out at 5.50pm by driving a lil fast and continue to do my own stuff where for now, I think the event is more important than that 'my own stuff'...

After receiving this sms, I feel the urge that I really need to change. In whatever occassion and classes or event, 6pm means 5.55pm or earlier to reach. 

I am going to do business in the future and I got to have this good habit in heart. :) I am not going to let this happen.

First thing to change is be punctual.

Step by step, I will go. :)

'I had once make his life feel not hopeless, how can I let him down that his life is really hopeless'

Watch. This time, I stand up for what I believe is important. I act for what I want.

:/ Deep down in my heart, I fear that I broke my promise of my not determination....

I AM GOING TO PERFORM PUNCTUALITY! I AM NOT I WILL! I AM!!

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Project mate. Gang mate.

We are having an IT video clip project with 4 people. One of the guy that looks more like leader wants to become a leader. why must be me? he has the command of voice and words.

Okay, fine. Want me to become leader? I become then. However, whenever I am trying to be like a leader leading task that we are going to do next, he likes to interrupt.

And then, there he go  suggesting the stop motion idea. It is really a good idea but then we are short of time. 2 weeks and it is deadline. I dont know how to make stop motion and he say as if it is possible and quite okay if we put in extra efforts to do it. Okay, we try to follow. Drawing part: No one can really draw well also. Everyone draw the size and all the measurement wont be the same. The main thing is I dont know how to do it! Edit and become a stop motion  video. So, from that time on, I think him as a leader. I figured he might be one of the paiseh to become leader so keep calling me a leader.

Then, after a few days trying to test draw a bit of our video part, problems come.. I posted in our fb  group whether should we change to normal shooting as the limited factor is the time!

We started discussing about the story plot thing. He started with some scene and we just continue. and for part 2, I do all the scene happening arrangement.


When our next discussion came, he is like the boss claiming that we dont have enough time. Like i dont know? -.- I suggested that what.... Then, he started calling us to THINK! He only sitting there keep talking about why it is hard to do the stop motion cause of the whatever factors. YEa... Lol, I suggested a small part to be stop motion and others shoot. Yea, everyone agrees again.

Today, I told him I want to go sunway pyramid for our meeting straight cause he suggested us to go taylor's as he is worried that some of us might be late and need to wait for the late one. I think he mention me or smtg. So, I woke up at 8am! Just to go to rapid kl and wait for the risky bus. Fortunately, I reached there before time but it was super early! 9am... Lucky for that this time bus is early. So, yea.. keep waiting.. And two other team mates wait at taylor's until the boss called them to gather at sunway pyramid. And finally, the boss came late instead.. LAME!

First thing, he came is telling us the story plot is wron. True. NOt going to the direction of a business apps for the part 1. he started it the scene. yea, but it is also our fault that we never realize and he did. then, he said like a boss and called us to THINK! He mentioned,"I did all the jobs already when it is suppose to be your job. You are the leader, you know?" WTH? He said that directly to my face. Gosh, what was my job?

To recall, it was the previous meeting that I was only able to attend the first half because I got tutorial class. AND he never mention anything what should i do and what is the next plan! Until I posted whether should we meet the next day which is today, only he called me... and told me off... that I need to do the script and there was meeting tomorrow. He is the one la.. who never told me.. But there he goes scoldingme off? WTH!

Today, there he goes telling me off that I am the leader, I should keep track on what team mate should do and check whether did or not. Gosh sick, the main thing is did he even think me as leader if he so desperately wants me to be the leader? I was not told by anyone that there is a meeting. And what is my job after that meeting. not until I starting posting  about the next gathering only I knew... Jsut imagine if I was not told, and I was not there today? They sure go accusing me! Gosh! He even claimed himself, actually told me about the meeting and my editing and adding script job. BUT SERIOUSLY, he did not.. :/

Okay, I be the leader now. So, please dont act like one, ordering what we should do... I shall arrange like I dont know.. -.- lol. Or not, you will be there saying I am not doing things like a leader. Stupid. I did not even say I want to be at first. Why pointing finger at me?!
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Scare. Stress.

Omg.. there are just so many things to do. Every week there is tutorial and nowadays many assignments are lining up, waiting for me to complete! Gosh, I am going crazy! yesterday, I went to see doctor for some problem. To my question of why this disease occur, doctor answered it with a few words: weak, stress. low immune system. :( I said, yea.. maybe stress. continued, doctor said stress leads to immune system down. and sleeping late. but not really to blame hw sometimes, I think is me myself who fail at arranging time properly. TIME MANAGEMENT!

Now it is no longer like school days, school starts and end at random time. Those that end early, I should spend the eveing and night time to do my tutorial homework! Mostly, I came back, I just startplaying with ipad. (Dont really know what I did with ipad) Just slacking around... :/ AHHHH!!! trying to escaping the stress realistiic world  with games.. USeless... 

Promise to myself from next week onward:
1) do homework after class of the day ends.

2) After lecture of the week, try to complete the tutorial for that topic.

3) Play lesser.

Also,
4) Communicate nicer with the new friends (I think I spoke in my old style again) :/
5) Be careful of the words I use.

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My belated birthday celebration

SOOOO late update. Ikr. I got the video where they recorded the whole surprise birthday celebration from my friends late and aftr that is CNY. So, not free to blog :P

Just a short note. I meet some awesome friends in Taylor school. Appreciate it. On 5th of February, my real birthday, we only have tutorial classes which all of us are not arranged in the same class.

On the next day, 6th of february, we all have 3 same lecture classes in the lecture hall. We had lunch together. And, I think I made them a good opportunity to go buy present and cake as I went to toilet as soon as I put down the bags. After that, feeling awkward to buy and eat food alone, I asked one of my 7 friends to accompany, instead they refuse, claiming that they are full or will buy later; in the meantime, ushering me towards one of the stalls. After buying, I noticed 4 of them are gone. I thought it was normal, thinking that they are buying food somewhere else. No shadow in the food court.

After around 20-30 minutes, I started to wonder where they are while slowly eating my food, much slower speed than I usually do. Asking one of the friend, does not make me know anything.

And suddenly.... 'happy birthday to you...' A song was heard. Surprised and stunned face. I never thought they will have a celebration for me as it was over already. Thanks to them :)

A teddy bear from them.


The video shows all better than I described.


Omg.. I dont know how to rotate :o
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Reunion dinner

 Reunion dinner with friends before Chinese New Year Eve! It is kind of a cool thing that must be keep doing! :) So many things to keep in track with friends stuff after so long! :) Great way to keep in touch! :)
The most is we were keep talking and chitchatting like we were in our own world. o.O haha... And after so many people came in and out after done eating their dinner, we were still there! haha.. :P #like a boss




And touchy part: they still celebrate natalie's and my birthday! :) Thanks awesome people! :) One of the most  memorable things in high school is definitely having you all! :)

Taadaa..


Say 'it is nice' because it is! :) Thanks to the person who buy, who planned and all. :) thanks.


With candle view! Niceeeee ;)


A group picture with the lovely cake! :)


To top it all, we really really need to make this more often. I felt that I had not know everything about things that happen to my friends yet! :/ Also, wish all my beloved friends will do well in the future and in their lifes :)

Lastly, Happy Chinese New Year! Cant believe is New year Eve now! with the time 12.33a.m. and is counted the other day already.
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PC fair/ IT fair. Lost phone.

HEhe.. I am cheating. :P My English teacher told us to write journal. Therefore, never write blog. Hehe.. nvm, I retype it here now. :)

My family and I went to Tech World Expo. After visiting grandmother at Universit Hospital, we headed towards Mid Valley. Main objective is to buy elder sister and I a new laptop for college use.

After walking by a few stalls, I was separated with them. At that moment, I kept using my mum's new bought phone to contact my sister. Unfortunately, she just never picked up. Instead of sitting don at the original place and waiting for their miracle appearance, I just walked randomly with my subconscious mind leading the way. Without much thought, I should had lingered around the stalls and the area of the computers. However, I did not. I was holding the phone waiting for my sister's call in case I missed the call as the situation was too noisy.

Passing by a so called power bank stall with much loud and disrupting recorder shouting their great promotion, I was approached and stopped by a salesman. Coincidentally, the phone rang and I answered, I was acknowledged about their location. Putting back the phone into my much big space pocket which is located on the left and right of my pants, I gave the man a few minutes focus and quickly ran back to them. Wanting to make a call to them, I found out an unbearable truth. I lost my mum's phone. A 2 weeks old brand new phone. Samsung Galaxy S3.

Immediately, tracking back the roads I walked through and the still I lost in contact with the phone, it was nowhere. I called back the phone number. The first time, there was ringtone. The second time, it was said,' Out of coverage...' which means die hope. Uncontrollable, I broke into tears.

The problem was I did not even realize it gone. It gone without notice. My pocket was too loose, not tight enough to have skin contact with things that are placed in the pocket. :(  Someone had much likely marked on me and peep pocket the phone after receiving calls and putting it back? :( Or it can be I never put the phone properly.

It was a no answer to the question.

(*lastly, I chose a known brand, Yoobao instead of those ciplak)


Lesson learnt: Be more careful of stuff.

My mum claimed that I was unaware because I do not read newspapers and so I do not know. The thing is everything in newspapers are mostly negative, thus I am trying to avoid by not reading it. :( (Ignorance is a bliss...) Not a good way...
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Taken aback.

*Dont read  if you know you are a person who are easily affected. Dont get affected by this emo post.

This was what had happened. A husband and a wife with their three children living with the husband's first wife's daughter. Husband- H; Wife-W, Children-C1,C2,C3(youngest); First wife's daughter--D.

It began with a hilarious slipper scenario...

A low quality, going-to-spoil, no one gives a damp slipper had been throw away by W. One day when H was back from work and found out that it had gone, he started screaming and shouting for the absence of his 'lovely'  slipper. Before this, when the slipper was placed near the shoe rack, it was always been ignored by everyone including him. No one wears it. Therefore, to create less obstacles, W had decided to throw it away.

The shouting gets crazier when H realized he could not manage to control W and all the children. The shout is not the easy-going ones, it was loud and I believe the voice could scare a tiger away. Dont mention about the three kids. C3 decided to get out of the situation and lock herself in  the room with C2 while C1 was left outside using computer. C1, always the saviour which I salute, wanted to solve this and asked her mum where the STUPID slipper gone.

Mum which is W refused to say, leading the idiotic useless man to go not rational, taking up a thick-round wooden stick and started banging the lock door. GILA POWER. As a result, the wooden door broke and start to have a hole. Bigger and more. W who were not satisfied with H bullying the kids, deciding to take a broom stick and started knocking the D's door.  Shocked, D opened the door, and glared at her telling W to stop and dont disturb her. W took the opportunity to hit D as preciously D had hit her before.

D  closed the door and took own  stuff and went out. Reported police. Police called H. The stupid useless H  took the chance to add more oil to the situation. H claimed that W had gone crazy and start hitting people. WTH? Where is the fairness? H told the police to send W into those mental hospital for medical check up and non-stop saying that W is insane already. Did she? The main point is W is H's wife!!! Your wife! How can you accuse her? Dont you remember how you all come together? I just dont get why can things change to this state of point! W almost get locked up.


I felt super not worth on behalf of W as her health went worse and getting sick and unhealthy after the inciden. :( She lost totally. :(

Why. Why and Why.

The victims, the kids who had got hurt and caned by H until blood on the legs and hand had not reported him but this was what the kids got and their mum where H hoped to pull everyone including the kids into this police case to leave some record in police station and bad impression.

Give comment on what had happened here. I watched it.



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My course. My choice. My future pathway.

Yes, as what I mentioned in my previous post, I am currently doing Business course in Taylors. In that post, I think I focus on the first orientation day. So, for this, I think I will go more on how it is like in my course. :)

All of the business students are required to take up at least 5 modules (subjects) and 1 more Malaysian Studies as I am a Malaysian. For international students, they get to select some other electives. Of the 5 modules, it includes Economics, Accounting, English, IT for Global BUsiness, and one electives where I picked Marketing rather than the well-known boring subject, Business Law. (I attended the first lecturer during the first week of briefing just to get to know how it is like. Though, I found it is okay to LEARN. I dont mean FOR EXAM! :o I get the tedious part) OKay, that is basically what I am going to learn.

my economics book  :) Super think! o.O
Full of graphs! :s

my marketing book :) thinner and colourful! :)

18 weeks. and it is EXAM! Everything is exam... And every week is a new different topics, different chapters. OKay, I choose to study Business and I must LOVE it. Haha.. but truly I am kinda get interested in learning more and knowing more about business knowledge. Hope that interest wont be just a short moment and as if 'hot hot chicken shit'. YES! I can do it! and thick books coming along all my way and I just need to improve my speed :D

To top it all, I KNOW I have made my choices in life. I am just going to do all out in my course in this whole year and 3 years of foundation program. Like what my mum always say, this is the final time I am ever going to study. Yes, I love studying. improving knowledge, know more, upgrading myself. BUt consciously, I know I am lazy. FOr now, NO more laziness is allowed in myself. Focus. Focus. and Focus. Perform and excel to reach the high top. The only way. STUDY. :) I must DO MY BEST! Exceeding my limitations. WHo knows? I actually can do more and better than what I always thought of my own. ;) *winking eyes* BE CONFIDENT. :)

*Gosh, I am so naggy. Haha.. but the more I write, the more motivated I get. ;)
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Orientation. First Day.

It is been so long since I write. Gosh... Always me. lack of interest after some while.

Hmm.. So, 2013 now. I am in a High School as you can count? I am studying in Taylor's Lakeside Campus for my first Foundation year. Currently, business is the course I am pursuing and planning to take IBM (International Business and Marketing) for my three-year Degree (Hons). 

I am so grateful that I am able to be in this school. :) Big thanks to my mum. :)

About the facilities. Yes, there is a quite enormous-beautiful lake where there are some swam swimming there. When the weather is beautiful with sun shinning brilliantly, there will be some gust of winds blowing towards students, stuff, teachers and all that passed by there. Love the environment there. :)

On 21st of January 2013, it was my first day of school! Orientation day that I was quite looking forward and felt excited about the past two days. Started with greetings, some ice breaking game when I get to meet people and even Orientation Leaders, welcome speech by a lecturer from HTCH (Hospitality, Tourim and Culinary Arts) and Introduction to Taylor's Graduate Capabilities, and Student Experience. Followed by Introduction to facilities where I get to know school better. :) Also, acknowledged about the TIMeS, rewind lecture from this Rewind system and Campus Enriching Forum. 

The fun part! Campus Hunt! After scholarship briefing, we get to play! :P We were required to form a  group of 13 with Orientation Leaders. Running out of OL, we formed one without OL. :) We went almost the whole campus to accomplish our mission in each station. Lucky of us that one of our group member know exactly where all the places and facilities are that our whole group managed to reach the stations without any time wasted. The smart girl's name, Carmen. And yes! When we are at the Student Life Centre where we must count the numbers of cute pacman chairs over there, we cheated! :P One of our super alert friend heard and we saved time by easily passing the mission! 21 chairs! :P haha... 

Okay, that basically ends the first day of orientation of school. Got to sleep. TBC...

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