Change.

At first, I thought of writing a negative post but not after I receive this message from my love ones.

Ok to be honest then I tell you all the things that really annoyed me... 

first is always late and not punctual.. 

second is some last minute stuff that ruin the plan, all because of your mom and also because you don't dare tell your mom.. 

third is you always repeat yourself like keep asking us to go down the car, if we insisted to stay then you can just save your words... fourth always impatient... 

fifth can't decide stuff, everything push to me.. 

sixth no vision, you only care for what you are doing now but not what you will do next..  

if so.. i dont know if our dream will come true... maybe our life will just be like your mom everyday busy and impatient and stuff... meaningless life... still got many more.. 

and that's the seventh, can't accept flaws) reply me if you want to know more... 

(if your first thought is not replying... then it seems like my life is quite hopeless after all)

Late

I had always know I like to be late and I dont know why that it has now become a habit. I always think is 'okay' to be late and maybe I had not go through any terrible unbarable consequences of my late-ness yet that I see no reason for me to be early. Omg.. please dont look at me with that kind of 'eye contact' I am sorry to those that I had wasted your time and make you wait.I had always told myself to change from small little things like being punctual to my classes but ugh.. the spirit just brought up a few days and I was late again.

Weird thing is when I know there is transport (before I have my car to drive around) I will automatically wake up 2-3 hours earlier before the event, prepare and walk to the bus stop using 1 and a half hour and the other half hour waiting for a bus and 1 more hour for the bus to reach the destination. Basically, I wont be late in that kind of situation that I cant control...

For now like I have a car driving myself around, I will tend to pack and plan my time in a super pack way that I think I can cope and do it. 6pm event, and I think is 'okay' to start going out at 5.50pm by driving a lil fast and continue to do my own stuff where for now, I think the event is more important than that 'my own stuff'...

After receiving this sms, I feel the urge that I really need to change. In whatever occassion and classes or event, 6pm means 5.55pm or earlier to reach. 

I am going to do business in the future and I got to have this good habit in heart. :) I am not going to let this happen.

First thing to change is be punctual.

Step by step, I will go. :)

'I had once make his life feel not hopeless, how can I let him down that his life is really hopeless'

Watch. This time, I stand up for what I believe is important. I act for what I want.

:/ Deep down in my heart, I fear that I broke my promise of my not determination....

I AM GOING TO PERFORM PUNCTUALITY! I AM NOT I WILL! I AM!!

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