Mind mess.

This week is exam period. Tomorrow is a memorising theory exam with other goodwill, format of writing emails and letter.

Theory. Teacher don't give scope for us to focus in. So many theory and facts to rmb.

For this exam week, I study with him. From foundation, I find him amazing. At first, I bring him in to our social group of friends. Then, our initial group disband with some of us going to another group. At first, everyone is okay and new, starting to get connected with each other in the new group, a big gang. Accidentally, I make one inside them angry and I get disconnected. 

I always see and wish to join them back with all their insta pictures.  And I always ask myself why I want to join them back, and I think I actually know the reason from the very beginning.
1) I always wish to have an active whatsapp group and get very close to them
2) I can start to imagine them still getting connected and even go for trip when they graduate and work in workforce.
4) I want to get interacted more with him... (I think I still have the buried feelings towards..)
5) now, we are studying and cert is important after graduate. and many of them are As students and score few highest in our batch (although I also do good, but always lose them by their teamwork of a few marks, that contribute to the difference between A and A-. I wish to do assignment with them.
Yes, timetable is arranged by the school but we can apply to change classes with carpool reason.
Sum up the main reason is that one I think. It hurts a little.

The reason I say all this is that I should be memorising my theories now but my mind is in a mess with that hidden distraction.

If he wants me, i will ....., which is impossible.

And I think I like him. :'(

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