MUst really be serious...

Nowadays, when i get bad result.
I am sad for a while, and then nothing. no more feelings anymore.... no more...
Why am I like that? What makes me chage until like that? HOw come I become not serius?
When i look around, all my friends get so high... and look at mine?
Whathappen? I used to score well.... WhaT HAPPEN? tell me!
As i do not believe that i can't score well, I plan to study hard. Study every day.
Pmr is around the corner. i think 38 days more? 4th of November...
The day that no form 3 students will like it.
I think i am just too lazy and too playful for not studying.
I get 4A only. I am in dead trouble. 4B - Science. BIIIII. Sej. BC
For my Geo I get a very low a (78) 75% is A for trial exam.
When i look at my this paper, i am truely dissapointed with my self, yu xian!
Btw, i am not so angry as i put effort.
However, if u think the other way, I studieed the whole book including the F1, F2 and F3! Why i just can't score? Why i can't? Why?!!! I memorized already. Maybe, i don;t have some common sense? Arsh!!!!
Just luckily, geo has an A for it.
From today on, I told myself. Can't u accept the fact when the minute u hold the PmR slip . looked on it, is
A
A
A
A
B
B
B
B?
Can't i accpet?
Defintely no! a NO!
So, i planned hard. Study study and study.
Nw, i start to revise the wwhole thing again which means from F1 from puan liew. (success book) green colour...
After that, i am goign to read n memories by heart for Sej.
WHat about Eng? BC?
Anguage problem... so hard to solve! EWng.. i will reead more, write more.
And just do whatever i can! As english is the most important subject!
College need to use... universiti... work... haiz...
Why just can;t my eng has shown great improvement? ok, fine. just a little y litte?! Is always the same!

12:27 A.M 8/27/2010
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Pmr trial just passed....

At last, Trial passed! Over!.. haha.. is over, is over....
Everytime, i meant that week... just went home, i have to study.
By the way, do not think i am so stress.
Because after i went home, i also don't get what myself are doing.
Then, in a blink of an eyes...
It is 5.00 in the afternoon already.
And i asked myself, so, what did i manage to read?
Ans : nothing or just qa little section only until at night only i manage to tart rushing the time and read... i am so sad for myself.


HAHA.. until now, only i write this post.... trial is ended in two days ago. haha...
4.22 P.M 8-22-2010
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