I like it.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

haha.. I like him following me back. (It is 13/14 November 2010) (Mon or Tues)
Don't get me wrong. I like the way and not the thing or him.

Know what? HE is so sad that day. NO,not that day only. Actually, it is a long time already. According to him, it is about three months ago and a week? (i guess if I am not mistaken)

Depress.. totally. Although sometimes, you can see that he is smiling, I can know that he is sad inside. Deeply hurt.

Everytime, I try to comfort him but I just don't know what to say at that moment. Actually, I think that I am scared to say because what if I say something and it makes him to feel worse? or make him angry? So, I just hope that i can chat or talk with him and share his sadness together so that I can help him to feel better after pouring out his thing. 26.9.2010
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MUst really be serious...

Friday, August 27, 2010

Nowadays, when i get bad result.
I am sad for a while, and then nothing. no more feelings anymore.... no more...
Why am I like that? What makes me chage until like that? HOw come I become not serius?
When i look around, all my friends get so high... and look at mine?
Whathappen? I used to score well.... WhaT HAPPEN? tell me!
As i do not believe that i can't score well, I plan to study hard. Study every day.
Pmr is around the corner. i think 38 days more? 4th of November...
The day that no form 3 students will like it.
I think i am just too lazy and too playful for not studying.
I get 4A only. I am in dead trouble. 4B - Science. BIIIII. Sej. BC
For my Geo I get a very low a (78) 75% is A for trial exam.
When i look at my this paper, i am truely dissapointed with my self, yu xian!
Btw, i am not so angry as i put effort.
However, if u think the other way, I studieed the whole book including the F1, F2 and F3! Why i just can't score? Why i can't? Why?!!! I memorized already. Maybe, i don;t have some common sense? Arsh!!!!
Just luckily, geo has an A for it.
From today on, I told myself. Can't u accept the fact when the minute u hold the PmR slip . looked on it, is
A
A
A
A
B
B
B
B?
Can't i accpet?
Defintely no! a NO!
So, i planned hard. Study study and study.
Nw, i start to revise the wwhole thing again which means from F1 from puan liew. (success book) green colour...
After that, i am goign to read n memories by heart for Sej.
WHat about Eng? BC?
Anguage problem... so hard to solve! EWng.. i will reead more, write more.
And just do whatever i can! As english is the most important subject!
College need to use... universiti... work... haiz...
Why just can;t my eng has shown great improvement? ok, fine. just a little y litte?! Is always the same!

12:27 A.M 8/27/2010
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Pmr trial just passed....

Sunday, August 22, 2010

At last, Trial passed! Over!.. haha.. is over, is over....
Everytime, i meant that week... just went home, i have to study.
By the way, do not think i am so stress.
Because after i went home, i also don't get what myself are doing.
Then, in a blink of an eyes...
It is 5.00 in the afternoon already.
And i asked myself, so, what did i manage to read?
Ans : nothing or just qa little section only until at night only i manage to tart rushing the time and read... i am so sad for myself.


HAHA.. until now, only i write this post.... trial is ended in two days ago. haha...
4.22 P.M 8-22-2010
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jz see ur shadow..

Sunday, July 18, 2010

That day, Yuk Chai's carnival... I saw u....
I saw u in front of the canteen as I was at block A 2nd floor with my friends.
I was (don't know how to describe it) JZ have the urge to walk with u? Maybe..
I want to... be with u..
I want to... talk to u
I want to... walk with u
I feel like... go around the carnival with u...

however, i know i can't .. as we are not really not very close.
Therefore, i have a very small REQUEST which is I jz want to talk to u oftenly!
The best ever, i think is that go outing with u? Go crazy with u?


What is love? When u see the person, ur speed of ur heart beat goes faster? I do not have the feeling, Maybe is that I like to have a freinds like u! N not that i like u or smtg else.


Know what.. I think before this, is that we are same age.
I will be more happier if I can go out with you, like a normal friends....
I want to know more about you. :) haha..
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