Taking result eve- :)

Haha... Taking result eve. Suddenly that phrases just flash through my mind when i was thinking of a good tittle. It sounds quite cool! Eve, a day before that day come. XD Thinking of the tittle is cool, I posted on fb! Then, there is people who likes that. SO, does that means they also think that it is cool! :P perasan-ing!!! haha... okay. okay... Then, receiving wishes makes me feel great and even more because of ... (nah, it is just normal, kay? )

Well, my feeling today, basically, not much feelings because I don't think or even expect much and I know that I am going to die for my Chinese. And of course, I wish that I can get what I hoped. hope my other subject will go great! der result, please don't give a shock or even heart- attack ya? Can i really make it? all A ??? Chinese.. haih.... A dream? or is true? yaya, I will know tomorrow.

Let's us pray ... pray for me, for all my friends... every Form 3 students who are taking results... Dear God, please achieve our dream! thanks! <3
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Finsh watching... sad! :'(

I had finish re-watching the movie from the beginning till the end for the third times two, three days ago. :) haha... It is quite a lot of times, ya? XD

-bored again
-slept late to watch because I can't stop as it was too exciting although I know how the story goes. XD
-all the time was obtain for that :P
-once on computer, will straight away on youtube!!! n other video website!
-can sit the whole day in front of the computer, just to watch it.
-can't bare with the sad part in the movie! lol
-It used up about my three- four weeks times to watch it.


Going to finsh,
-too sad that I felt reluctant with those actors again.
-saw the behind scenes before, as the girl actor, Yoo Ha Na cried non-stop after their job comes to an end.
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The wonders?

Wonder why I din write blog? :)
I din't write blog for a few days is because I was busy rewatching my movie!!! Yay! Jimmy Lin! 林志颖!! >.< [Xiao Zhi (小志)] He was born in October 15, 1974 Taipei, Taiwan. My handsome idol is a Taiwanese singer, actor and professional race car driver. Those are little things about him. :)

This is the handsome guy picture!!!

The cute face >.<


So, after looking at the photo, make sure you remember him! XD
Say that you know him as you see his pictures or anyone ask about it!!! I will be proud of you! :P
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如果那只是种敷衍，请你不要回复我的短信..

电话响了，看见一条短信，上面是你的名字，
心中的那一份喜悦简直是难以言喻，
原本已经不抱着希望能收到你打来的短信了，
可突然看见了你的短信，心情是可想而知的...

可开心只是短暂的，因为还没看见简讯的内容，
当我开启了简讯，连阅读的机会也没有，
为短息上只有个“呵呵”，然后就什么都没有了，
看着这样的回复，我也不知道该怎么回复你了，
不知道你在想什么，也不知道这是在暗示什么...

收到你发来的简讯的那一刻才明白，
原来最让人伤心的不是没收到回复，
而是你发来了一些让我不知道怎么回复的短信，
“哦、呵呵、哈哈、对啊、嗯”
这样的短信时常都会在你的回复中看见，
这算是一种敷衍吗？还是你不想收到我的回复呢？

你知道吗？每次短信你的时候我都写得长篇大论的，
可怕你没有耐性看完，所以把短信都简短再简短了...
你知道吗？每次短信你的时候我都会想得好久好久，
因为我真的不希望收到的只是个很敷衍的回答...
你知道吗？我最怕的不是当着短信内容中拒绝了我，
我真正害怕的是我看不懂你发来的简讯是什么意思,
那种忽远忽近的感觉永远都比直接了当来的更疼更疼...

我不相信爱一个人，对他的话可以那么少，
可以连一个基本的问候都没有，只是我问你答，
没有话题的时候，除了“嗯，啊，哦！”，
你就没有其他的话可以说了，
我真的不怕放下自己去取悦你，
但你是否也该让我看得见你的诚意，
你爱我，你就应该知道人是需要被自己的爱人关心的，
如果你不爱我，但说无妨，但你为何要选择回避我呢？
如果那只是种敷衍，请你不要回复我的短信...

我不是一个爱烦人的人，找你只是为了得到一个答案，
在还没得到答案以前，我会一直地去找寻那一个答案，
给我一个安心的理由，或者一个绝情的回答，
不要怕我伤心，因为你那些敷衍的回答才真的让我伤心...

伤痛的感觉从来就不会因为现实的残酷而放不下，
放不下的原因是因为心中还对一个人抱着一线希望...

I really do feel this way... :)
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Sad... hurt. :'(

I should have know that I should not talk to you or I should not have talk about that. Now, I have the same feeling as you have for her. you don't know me. You don't know my friends, you don't know my things. ya ya.... I know I don't know. So, what's you mouth for? To talk, isn't it? Friends for sharing your sad things or others. So, you don't even want to tell me the exactly-whole thing means that i am not your friends? You never really take me as your friends? Okay.. I know now. I should not ask anything is what you want. I know you don't actually to tell me.

Do you actually know how fragile my one's heart is? Why do you say all that? It means you don't want to talk about it anymore. It will turn up well if you don't say all that. Maybe you don't want it to turn up well...

You was saying that you, tomorrow morning will be so sien.... and you don't like it. Actually, i think of calling you out on the morning but after you say all that, I don't think I dare to. however, I would be so happy if we can come out though. HAiz... can I still have it on tomorrow? By the way, tomorrow evening, I cannot go because I have to go for a guitar concert. So, ya. But, coming out is bored because he would not want to talk :( haiz.. zz...
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Flash over...

Suddenly those words flash over my mind again...
I hope that was a true one. True real one.
those words, I know that you don't mean it when u type it.
I really love it when I saw it that day... :)
Now, I really have to admit it.
Then, why did he type it? Arsh!!! Hate it!
Btw, when I look back my previous post, I find out that I already made about one to two post about this! haha...
Maybe is because I hope that it is true...n think about it oftenly? :)
however, I know is not! He type for fun (i guess) Geee....
Can u repeat again? *asking*
haha... funny... zzz
he is not on u.
YAya...
I should forget it .. i mean a totally ones.
For now, I don't know whether I need a brain wash thing or not.
1. I like it. I don't mind to just take it as memory.
2. I hate it. I dislike for it is very fake.

Haha.. I m always undecided as usual! so, ya... haiz...
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The time.

NOw, i realize that the time recoreded in the blog is totally wrong.
Ok, fine! MAybe follow their country? So, which country? I wrote my every post early in the morning? crazy... :)
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badminton

Arsh.. cant go.
I want to go more than everyone does. I bet?
WHy???? Why??? Why?!
Lst, I cannot go though.
So long din't play already. :(
I think by now, my badminton skills must have become bad or even more worse!
haiz... :(
Wonder how are they doing there? I bet they can have fun though without me.
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Should go earlier?

Attracted bit by the television, I sat there and watched and so I was a bit late to there. So, when I was ready, the rain falls. Then, I regretted for not going out just a little bit earlier. It is because I cant go out when it was raining but I can when it haven't started to rain. raining cant play, right? Never mind. Is okay to just stay there. :) BTW, I still went to look around for a while. I just have a quick glimpse at the sight of the small house at there. Then, I walked back. As I din't see him online. I thought he was there. Knowing that it would be quite funny if I go there now: starting to rain, I came back. Soon, the storm seemed to be reaching its climax as another sheets of rain broke from clouds. Water poured off all sides of my house like waterfalls. Lightning flashed again, closer this time and thunder crashed like cannon. To double confirm that whether he went or not, I on my messenger. Looking at the away sign, I was sad, thinking that he was there and I was not. "He was there," I said in low voice, "and I was here?" W were just one-meter away. (I think so) Sad.. sad.. sad... Miss of one day to see him.

Until today, which is Friday, I had the chance to ask him. I get to know that he din't go! Oh, haha :) I see... that day's sadness was soon replaced by the no-more-sad feeling. As so, as a normal thing to do, I asked why is it away? He replied that he had his reason for that. okay... You will also do the same thing-- asking if you have the chance. SO, nothing to be sad or down or whatever bad already. :)
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I want to see him. I dun wan to see him.

saw him yesterday...

When I start to talk and goes even more that time, I will start again. The feeling will overwhelm me :( So, ya. That is why I don't wish to see him. But how? Sometimes, can't do it!

Anyways, I still wish to see him. Maybe just miss him as friends since don't see him often. Sometimes, just can't stand should be seeing him but the weather went bad and the rain went pouring down like cat and dog. Haiz...

Funny ya? HE -her, her- him and me - him? By the way, world is just like that. He is writing to her, she is writing of him and I am writing to? zzz... haha... blablabla

yaya, Now, I am seriously better that ever. So, don't ever worry about that. :)

So, now, just .... at the original time and thats it. HA ha.. I am weird. Totally for this post wanting for both things. I know it can't be. Actually, I know what I want but just making myself to do that.
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Two.. two.. twince?

If you are too bored, only read. Or not it is really a waste of time! haha... cuz it is all crap~! :)

I know that I have lots if things that are double. Wee~ :)
I have two leaving comment column because last time I did one blog and I posted one post accidentally that I don't want people to know. Then, I made another blog and I thought that I cannot find back that particular leaving comment one, so I create another one but at last, I found back. So, ya. I just put it. HAha:)

The mix pod, I made one and I was a bit bored with some songs. SO, I keep edit it. LA st, I thought of just keeping it and made another one! haha... Now, I posted two so I can choose and hear. :) The main reason is I don't want to pput too many songs into one mix pod.
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Din't post

Last time, I was scare to write anything about that because lots of people see my blog but now I think is okay as now they do not really look at my blog! Last time, I din't post or even write anything related about that or if really I write, I will write till very blur and they don't understand what am I writing. hihi. Just once, I typed and din't post it as it was too obvious! Now, I am free to type anything as not much people even look at this! haha.. quite good! My sis.. sometimes, also call her don't read! haha
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quietness....

When we was out in the morning, we chatted. As I cannot the quietness between anyone and so I will just try to keep talking, finding any topic to talk about. Sometimes, i am just a bit tired to talking to him :) because he just answer me in a simple answer and stop. HE would not really like to continue. Differences between us which I dislike the weird situation: quietness and he like! haha. Normally, he would like to be quite. Now, only I know that he like to just keep quite and sat together and (think about things) (i think so).
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I'm Wrong...

Past few days, I have lots of questions to ask you. I also said before that I have a lots of questions to ask you but if you answer me one, I will know all. Now, I think no! After today talking to you, we talked back your past and I know... Last time, I still let myself dream because of your... It let me think that it may be true. It somehow make me a bit happy and it also hurt me lots. Now, my heart is pain. terribly pain... I think is because that I realize the truth already? I feel like screaming! Help me out! At the morning, I told him that... on. He asked when. This showed that he really cared lots about her. Some more, when we talked back his past time, he said that he missed his old-spoil phone which had lots of message with... haiz.. Feeling sad for him, pain but realize for me...
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use to like it

I use to like when people start to conversation with me especially th person. However, I think that now I dislike it because after saying hi, he is going to tell me something that I don't want to hear- saying that he could not make it. :( Twice! I really dislike the feeling. Maybe is it just that I want him to come? OF course, ya? haha...
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ok. I know u see my blog. So, ya... Sorry Sorry sorry
Actually, I was not really angry because I already can guess how you know. As curiosity aroused me, I just want to know the exact answer, kay? And yesterday, u said half.. n said forget bout it! n so, i get bit angry. So, sry for so curious and the urge to know.

Btw, if u know me long, u should know I simply use words... I know I should change this: Often use wrong words. Just now, I was just saying only. Sorry for not realizing that you was so mind about what I say. I did not really mind it.

Hey, remember I say u fat? That time, I also don't mind it. I was just saying. As u don't really look fat, honestly. So, ya... plz know me... I don't meant to hurt you.

As you already know my secret, so, can I often share with u things about it? I really need someone to talk, share and many many more about it. Can? Please? I am really sorry and I try to keep us cool as also I did promise u before that I won't get angry. (I just want to know how you know)That's all.. And also thanks for telling me again.

HAha. Right now, I really also want to know who is urs... So, we can both share together if u also want?

So, can forgive me? Ah! I get angry for a while and no more already. u? still angry? Let begones be bygones? forgive n forget? :) Smile one! :) Angry often not good for health :)
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Is it real?

On Monday, he typed something in messenger. Is it real? Hope it is. For now, I think that maybe it is NOT! I really really 100 times wish that I could be real. He wrote that for play play only? or maybe is that he read and he knew that (hmi)only wrote that? TEll me! I really need someone ... no, him to tell me! Maybe for him, he don't care or maybe already forget? I don't know or maybe maybe .. he wrote because he really think that way? Do you know? I really mind. I reread that part lots of times. Now, it makes me feel like he write it in the wrong place...How now?

I want to ask him but I don't dare. You know why the feeling sounds fake from one day to another? It is because it just happen once? Then, it is not mention any more neither in msn or when we see each other... I truly hope it will happen again but instinct tell me that it won't.

That is the feeling after a few days... right now, I have a different feeling... I think i am weird. Maybe is because that I am scare... I really don't know. Maybe I know and I don't want to face it? Haiz.. For now, I really don't know. I am confuse...
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lonely.

After playing, I walked back myself. I felt so lonely. Normally, he will walked back with me but he cannot make it. Lonely on the street, I thought about him. The road seems longer that night... Normally, he will helped me to take but today no... HAiz.. wish to see everyday. ah!!! 26
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again...

Because of... Change everything….

Nowadays, I think I am really going crazy. It is totally because of him. I do something that is a bit stupid - decline going out with friends. I rather go to park than going to shopping complex and watch movie. Hz... I like to go to the park especially when I know he is going…

I am not in the mood because I cannot go online and see his wall post chat and many more. I think all is because of that. Haiz… 13-10-2010



Totally no mood…. yesterday- 14-10-2010

No one will know why including my sister. She also don’t get it why I am so fed-up after PMR that day. It is because I cannot online. Is just online. Cause I want to chat with him! The main point is that. Cannot see what he is doing… Sad is with him.. and everything with him! HAiz… I think that s the reason why. I cannot find any other better reason than this already. I miss him. I start to…but I don’t want myself get in to it like last time yy…. Hope it is not. To make sure whether it is. I want to know what is evol? 13-10-2010
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after PMR

Since I cannot online, I write this in Microsoft word.
Yeah, it just ended. My PMR ended. Yahoo…(not the yahoo website) Fine, I write yayhooooo… then. By the way, I did not really feel anything (same with Jia YI!) unlike the crazy Ai Li. She is tremendously happy and laughed gaily. When I poked her, she also did not scold me like normal school day. If she is still laughing, I think that she is really to stress already and studied very hard.

The saddest part for me is that I CANT online. WTH! I want to open facebook! I want to play, see all the recent news, and many more. I didn’t online for more than a week and now I cannot online? Arsh!!!!!!!!!!! very angry! I want to go someone’s house and online! Ha-ha… Who’s house? YS? HY? Hmmm…. Right now, I bet that everyone is online and will online. Playing till crazy is what I plan after PMR! Unfortunately, my mum won’t do the internet thing because my sister haven’t finish exam? WTh? Wait till she finish? It is like eternity! I can’t wait till I finish and now still have to wait her? SWT -.-”

Fine!!! I play chess with my mum. Must practise before I play and compete with the pro-YS!mStill remember last year, I kept lose to my mother. Then, I became better and won my mum. HAha. At that time, is my mum’s turn kept asking me to play with her and she is not happy (bei song la) that she lose to me. haha….. So, YS! wait for me, I swill win you also! hahaha….

Outing? Outing is what everyone waiting for! I want to go karaoke. Faster organize! Ha-ha.. Btw, I know that someone will do the job! Erm.. Go someone’s house and play also? play! Don’t keep watch movie. It is a bit boring. Play sports game… board game (childish right? )

Also, U! Let’s go and play badminton! I think and I beat I will win you for sure. Never say girl is not good in sports. wait and see… I shall watch how good are u! 

I promise to myself also. I want to improve my basketball skills. BLEh~ I know I can’t really achieve that but I will try by going to park everyday. Practice makes perfect!  I want you to have a shocked on my improvement! 12-10-2010
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Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, Ying Ai!
Know what? Sw is the one who keep remind me.
I want to be like her, remember everyone’s birthday!
Therefore, we planned to set up a part for you at the park nearby my house!
Hope you will like it and it will be a memorable day for u!
Happy Birthday! Still remember the first day we met?
Haha.. is form 2! 2 Cengal!
At that time, I dint really talk to u because I do not know what to say.
Until one day, teacher arranged all our seat and I sat with u!


I still remember the time we really start talking.
Do you? (think and tell me whether you rmb?)

…

We talked about the movie at 10.00 in the morning.
(Zhang wu ji)  We started talking the show b4 rearranged the seat already, right?
After that, we become closer and now can counted as best friends, ya?

I am so happy to have u as a friend…


F orever friends
R esponsible
I ntelligent
E xciting to be with
N ice all the time
D ependable
S mile always 

Hope we can are friends forever
F riendship
R emains
A nd
N ever
C an
E nd  promise, ya?
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I like it.

haha.. I like him following me back. (It is 13/14 November 2010) (Mon or Tues)
Don't get me wrong. I like the way and not the thing or him.

Know what? HE is so sad that day. NO,not that day only. Actually, it is a long time already. According to him, it is about three months ago and a week? (i guess if I am not mistaken)

Depress.. totally. Although sometimes, you can see that he is smiling, I can know that he is sad inside. Deeply hurt.

Everytime, I try to comfort him but I just don't know what to say at that moment. Actually, I think that I am scared to say because what if I say something and it makes him to feel worse? or make him angry? So, I just hope that i can chat or talk with him and share his sadness together so that I can help him to feel better after pouring out his thing. 26.9.2010
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MUst really be serious...

Nowadays, when i get bad result.
I am sad for a while, and then nothing. no more feelings anymore.... no more...
Why am I like that? What makes me chage until like that? HOw come I become not serius?
When i look around, all my friends get so high... and look at mine?
Whathappen? I used to score well.... WhaT HAPPEN? tell me!
As i do not believe that i can't score well, I plan to study hard. Study every day.
Pmr is around the corner. i think 38 days more? 4th of November...
The day that no form 3 students will like it.
I think i am just too lazy and too playful for not studying.
I get 4A only. I am in dead trouble. 4B - Science. BIIIII. Sej. BC
For my Geo I get a very low a (78) 75% is A for trial exam.
When i look at my this paper, i am truely dissapointed with my self, yu xian!
Btw, i am not so angry as i put effort.
However, if u think the other way, I studieed the whole book including the F1, F2 and F3! Why i just can't score? Why i can't? Why?!!! I memorized already. Maybe, i don;t have some common sense? Arsh!!!!
Just luckily, geo has an A for it.
From today on, I told myself. Can't u accept the fact when the minute u hold the PmR slip . looked on it, is
A
A
A
A
B
B
B
B?
Can't i accpet?
Defintely no! a NO!
So, i planned hard. Study study and study.
Nw, i start to revise the wwhole thing again which means from F1 from puan liew. (success book) green colour...
After that, i am goign to read n memories by heart for Sej.
WHat about Eng? BC?
Anguage problem... so hard to solve! EWng.. i will reead more, write more.
And just do whatever i can! As english is the most important subject!
College need to use... universiti... work... haiz...
Why just can;t my eng has shown great improvement? ok, fine. just a little y litte?! Is always the same!

12:27 A.M 8/27/2010
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Pmr trial just passed....

At last, Trial passed! Over!.. haha.. is over, is over....
Everytime, i meant that week... just went home, i have to study.
By the way, do not think i am so stress.
Because after i went home, i also don't get what myself are doing.
Then, in a blink of an eyes...
It is 5.00 in the afternoon already.
And i asked myself, so, what did i manage to read?
Ans : nothing or just qa little section only until at night only i manage to tart rushing the time and read... i am so sad for myself.


HAHA.. until now, only i write this post.... trial is ended in two days ago. haha...
4.22 P.M 8-22-2010
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jz see ur shadow..

That day, Yuk Chai's carnival... I saw u....
I saw u in front of the canteen as I was at block A 2nd floor with my friends.
I was (don't know how to describe it) JZ have the urge to walk with u? Maybe..
I want to... be with u..
I want to... talk to u
I want to... walk with u
I feel like... go around the carnival with u...

however, i know i can't .. as we are not really not very close.
Therefore, i have a very small REQUEST which is I jz want to talk to u oftenly!
The best ever, i think is that go outing with u? Go crazy with u?


What is love? When u see the person, ur speed of ur heart beat goes faster? I do not have the feeling, Maybe is that I like to have a freinds like u! N not that i like u or smtg else.


Know what.. I think before this, is that we are same age.
I will be more happier if I can go out with you, like a normal friends....
I want to know more about you. :) haha..
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Carnival in Yuk Chai school.

I am waiting for people to upload pic in facebook! Ok, I used Rm10 ... buy hings as usual.... What i want to empasize is that this ccarnival is very grand, big and Noisy! haha.. okay, This carnival is a success. As many people went there, even the non- Yuk chai students and parents! Wow~ the effort was noe a waste! Our school, Dmaansara JAya compare to my ex-school? Is just a world difference!

18-7-2010 3:00
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Marothon!

this morning, was my school marothon day! On the early in the morning, my sister and I was awaken by my mother. Oh,we found out that we was almost late as my sister's
friend was fecthing us to school. So, we rush to the washroom and clean up ourself as fast as lightning. As I had prepared my bag, I am quite fast. Then, I went downstairs to have my breakfast. At the time, my sister was quite panic. Luckily, my mother had prepare our breakfast as she wipe jam on the bread for us or not i think we will be late! haha... reach shool... then, we were gathered in the pavillion and went to class bt order. After that, we came down to the field. We were the last categerious to run. HAha.. although i was not the first one, i am so glad that i was won the 5th one. haha...
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School reopen

Haiz.. Like everyone do feel that...school reopen is like a disaster!
I hope that we will have another week of holidays!
Holidays is a pleasure!
But I think that holidays are not so good because I keep wasting my precious time.
I just play Facebook game.
Although facebook is just something very bored, I still continue playing.
Maybe it is because the games organize is very smart and uses a lot of ways to let us continue playing, non- stop???
or this is just my reasons???
I am just sad that I wasted a lot of time but I still don’t save my time for study.
Hey, Yx!!! PMR trial is around the corner…
Haha… Although I say like that to myself, it is useless.
Be serious! PMR… must score….
I will try my best after this holidays when school reopen!
I will.. I must …. 12:09 6.20.2010
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satisfied!

well, it is just a small thing.
However, it makes me very happy!
guess what?
My gor confirm me! No la... Is just that truly??? hahaa
It means that he wrote my name under his sister part!
yeah! haha... XD
the first is in the facebook relationship (Long time ago d).....
we are sister and brother!
Secondly, as he plays AFmily Tree..
He also added me as his formal sister! haha..
think of it makes me happy...
and then, now.. in his blog! haha

Altough is just a small thing, ya? enough to make me happy!
I this kind of person easy to satisfied? haha
*Gor gor!* (want to shout out loud!) 12.23 6.16.2010
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question mark???

Nowadays, I realize that I like to put question mark in a lot of thing....
??? to make sure that I'm correct. I am just scare I say wrong and so I put question mark. hehe.
and also that I like that people to answer it!
and... a lot.. jz suddenly do not know what is it already... haha
22-5-2010 10:47PM
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is it?

Wandared about the secret byways...
IS my tittle cool? or meaning?
What do you think?
Actually what do you think it means?
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Differences?

Sympathy = the fact or power of sharing the feelings of another
as between persons or on the part of one person with respect to another.

Empathy = Identification with and understanding of another's situation, feelings, and motives.

empathy is where youhave the same feelings or you experience it b4? isit?


14-5-2010 12:07AM
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Lose it...

Lsoe it? yes, right now as you all know I have loses my voices! why i am not sad for it? Ermm.. according to Yx, she is just normal. Is just that when I loses my voices, I have to talk using quite a lot of energy! haha... First, I will use my body language. As usual some of my close and know me well know what am I talking about... Wow! that is cool, you know.. haha... Then, I will talk sofly. If really cannot, then I shout... haha.. very soft only...

However, I learned something, when you loses something, you start to appreciate it. Now, I truly appreciate my voices that is given. Luckily, I can have it back. unlike other things, when you lose it, it GONE!!! Ya, so... Appreciate it whatever you have right now... Do not wait until you lose it because it is too late! 'nasi sudah menjadi bubur!" and there is no use crying over spilt milk. :)

Right now, I really understand how important voices is. I cannot imagine the peoples without it. Empathy gets the better of me but I cannot do anything. And so.. this few days I was like quite quite. LAst year the same thing happen, and I was sitting with YA and the whole day was like very quite and calm. haha.. Agree?
Ya, I know I am very noisy! wee~ 12-5-2010 12:02AM
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Why this few days?

This few days, I keep thinking about that. Why? Haiz.. Am I? No! But actually a bit of yes. No, I do not think so after thinking more deeply. Haha.. Actually, it is just that I hope NOT! I also do not know is it that? or not or is it Counted as that? Wow~ I realize in this post has a lot of question mark. it is because I really have a lot of question in my heart also. Is it just the normal ones? or? Haha.. I personally do not think so. Hope NOT too. Before that I am just annoyed by a stupid comment. Why is it like that?
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Kena ignore...

I just dislike that when there I ask something and there is no answer.
It is just like talking to a wall?
I just hate that feeling...
be ignore? Never answer is not ignoring someone? If not, what is it?
You do not feel like answering the person, is just same as ignoring the person.
I know I have to get used to it. However, sometimes, i think that ignore people or by not answering someone is just a very thing. do u think so? 11:07PM
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Why?

Soemtimes, why is it so sercetive that cannot be revealed?
Okay, I know that I have to respect people's privacy.
And so, why do you said half?
Cuty, I am not talking about you. So, do not worry.
I saying my new friends.
Althought it is not new, it is new because I do not really know the perosn.
Cannot say like that alos... I know him but not many things. ya...
When i asked, I am be ignore... Why? why? why? 11:00PM
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Just the word?

Why am I get so pissed off by the word? The word!!! swt la...
Just a word? Haiz.. Why am I so down for that?
Help me out from out!
why do i care about the thing?
The words is keep going around my mind...
So, that is why I do not start before...
No, actually, i did.
And now, I am very scared. 25-4-2010 10:51 PM
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I should change that...

Curiousity gets the better of me. I know that sometimes I should not keep asking if the person do not want to tell what happen like Cuty. (haha) Please ever forgive me because sometimes I really want to know as you said half way. seriously, if sometimes, if you do not feel like letting people know, just do not say it. okay, you can say it but not to me. I am sorry for keep asking. 25-4-2010 10:29PM
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Whenever I gave up...

Why is it like that? whenever I thought I am be ignore and I thought you will not care about it and I am taking time to give up. Whenever every time I gave up, you will appear again. No!!! Why is it like that? Haiz.. The feeling is very bad... Although I like to.. but sometimes, I just cannot overcalm it whenever it come and stop. I think I have .... And cannot get out? I can but just do not do that for me to get rid of it. 25-4-2010 10:18PM
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Easter Means?

There is the chocolate bunny. Cute?

Oh.. According to them, easter is not about fancy clothes, dinner, party, chocolate bunny and easter egg. It is all about I do not dare to explain because I scared I explain wrongly. So, if you really want to know it. Go search the internet. here is why the internet is uesefeul and the porpose of it.
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Easter Party

Today, Hy, Sq, XY and I went for an Easter Party. There is the ice- breaking program and then we went for dinner. The food is quite delicious. There is noodles, meat, Kari chicken, sausage and wantan. Ke Li is keep asking " Is it OK?" No la, Not really keep asking but just asked twice? Haha... After that, there is performances such as drama, dancing which involves AL n Kl. Wow~ the dancing is awesome! Tehn, we are keep singing songs. At first, I wanted to be highper but Hy was like .. "swt, YX" So, I was just clapping hands until my hands was a bit tired and was sweating. After that, when met with Xy. SQ and I do not care and started to bbe highper as we jump around and enjoy? because Xy was very hyper as a leader? I find out I like to be hyper and as crazy as I can when I go for outing or any party to relax my mind. So, I hope I have a crazy friends when we are playing around. Come on, my friends! Isn't this called enjoy? Well, You can disagree with me. Right now, I was exhausted but not really as the sports day! hehe... However, my legs is very tired right now, at this moment. Now, I realize that being crazy like jumping around and being hyper will made us be tired. ha ha.. enjoy also... 25-4-2010 1:00 PM

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Oh.. Good way

Hey, I know a way to solve a problem. When, your wall post is full of rumours about you and something bad. I think that you can post some other thing to get rid of the rumours or that particular thing. Then, people will start to comment on your new wall post. Smart! One person did that to free of the statement but actually it is just a coincident.
20-4-2010 9:44PM
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YE

The program organize by the Citi Bank that invited Canadian people to teach us some business welcome ur school's YE club's members to attend. and Yay! I am able to go! The sentence that I still remember is "I can guarantee you that tomorrow, at the end of the workshop, some people is knocking their watch... You know why? Beause they do not believe that the time has just pass by. And It is the time for them to go home!" Seriously, I also had the same feelings... What? It is already time to go home? It is because we do not have enough time and we have to do many things such as record down the share we bought, the money that come in and out, the graf of the share, the value of the share..." Wow~ We are extremely busy on that day until we do not really have time to go to the toilet not even look at our watch! As you are reading my blog, you will think that "Really that true?" I do not believe. If really you all does not believe me, please believe Ai Li. I think she think the same way as me :)This is the workshop that I want to go again to improve my skills. HEhe...
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The feelings without spike...

Here, is the spike shoe... (see b4?)(use b4?)
Once, I reached the stadium, I straight away went to find PY to get the spike shoe.
However, I cannot find her. So, I went back to my house. After a ten minutes, I went to her House which is Kesatria house. Unfortunately, my efforts were met into a failure!!! After that, I am called to register myself and my team member, I am so buzy with my Quater master (which now I feel I shouldn't take thi job) After that, I just went there. On the other hand, i am worried that i have to run with my shoe??? So, I decided to go an find her again as my team mate also said "Go and come back FASTER!!!" Without wasting time, I ran their. OMG!!! I still did not manage to find her (I think iam so stupidright now becase PY is buzy about YE stuff which she had to sell drinks). At that time, my teacher scold me for not going to register? And I am chased back to the grand stand. I am so scared to trouble my team. Teacher said " A good runner does not need watever spike". I do agreed with teacher. so, I just went to the field and get ready. When, I am standing on he lane to run, PY just rush there. My heart is so relief but on the other hand, I am so scared because I am going to run. Luckily, the teacher aised up red flag to wait for me? I guess?
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My feelings before Sports Day...

Right now, i am so tense because I am not ready to run for sports day and is tomorrow. Besides, i just come back from the YE program. That is why ....
I am scared... My ear keep has the voice.. "Kegarisan, Sedia.. *BAng" In my heart is like NO!!! And I will start running. Th most scariest word is Seeedddiaaa... n listenng to the gun voice.... Wow~ My heart is beating even faster right now...Just hope I can overcalm it. i used to tell myself. If you scaredthen o not go and run. However, I still want to run! haha... Normally, when when we go out and line up to run, my heart is beating so fast that I sometimes regreted that I should not have come to this event. haha.. But I still want it.. That's why....
12-4-2010 11:59 PM
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The event...

So fast... Tomorrow, is Sports day.Sports day is my day because I can participate in some of the events. However,right now, I am so scared because I am not prepared. It is because I do not train myself. Besides that, how is the relay events? We do not even practise a single time. Dead! Dead! DEAD! How is just 15 more minutes to tomorrow. Relay for 4x100 meter is not ready. No!!! On top of that, my event for 200 meter is gone! My teacher forget or maybe do not know and simply put people's name instead of my name. I am a bit sad for losing the event without even try before. yet, the person that teacher her name does not want to go for the event and i cannot help to replace the person. NO!!! why is it like that? They should asked us one more time. Maybe it is because teaher said there is no 20 meter at first and so we did not tell teacher our names but teacher can put the namesof the 100 meter. every house can have maximum three runners for each event and 200 meter for our house has only two runners. No!!!
12-4-2010 11:53PM
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